It is April 2010, Im about to get evicted from our apartment. My boyfriend or whatever you want to call him has decided to give up. He has lied to me over and over about his where abouts, his hrs at work and other things. I found pictures of him with other woman in sexual positions. He wont talk to me ....
I found twitter. He, the now ex boyfriend corresponds on twitter. I thought it would be a way for he and I to reconnect. Have something to talk about instead of fighting all the time. Which of course I did most of the talking, or all of it really.
I met Dale on twitter. I saw the many interesting people or organizations he was connected with. Astrology, NASA, Stephan Hawkins, IQXS, UFOs, etc ... I started to follow many and my world began to open up.
Next thing I know we are in dire straights to keep our apartment. I did everything in my power to keep our heads above water. Food from the pantries, shelters and churches. Money to pay the bills so we could pay the rent. He wouldnt help, he gave up. He wanted out. I disliked having an eviction under my belt. It hurt to keep trying and finally I had no choice but to give up.
Finally I was forced to leave. I couldnt pay, he couldnt pay. I moved out to a friends house and so life really started to change.
I played the victim. I was hurting. I felt like he did this to me, to us. How could he be so cold and insensitive. How could he not care?
Then they started to appear more and more in my twitter feeds. I was curious about the UFOs, the crop circles etc.
My life was about to get "crazy".
Universal Life Expo was very slow this weekend. But it was so rewarding in so many ways.
We were blessed to be conduits for healing and for guidance for some folks and also to be rewarded with meeting some beautiful people. Saw old acquaintances I have met through my beginning adventures when I first learned about metaphysical expos, and those I met as a vendor. To be able to speak with others with like minds and their experiences, is a gift in itself. Some, I see the faces and know them, but not by name.
I was told many beautiful words about my own self, which still after 3 years of being a conduit, amazes me and leaves me speechless. In the sense of shining bright, loving, of compassion, powerful, etc... some of the words given to me, I feel too humble to even write here. It still amazes me, even though I accept those words given to me, by these beautiful souls.
I had a man/being come up to our booth and tell me, his talk with me was like going on a wonderful vacation, because he is not able to have these conversations with many people. I was grateful to help him have a wonderful vacation. :)
I will use those words I think ... life is the vacation depending on how you look at it. We should all see it as so.
I am so blessed!
Love and light to you all! And.... enjoy your vacation!
I know with each lesson or process which happens in my life, I cant stop but think of you all. The team, the collective ... youz guyz. :) You were a huge part in making the shift in my life. You gave me a nudge I didn't know I needed at the time.
The reason I bring this up yet again, is because I finally get it. At least I am pretty sure I do.
You gave me a fishing pole, some bait and showed me where the waters were to fish. You provided me with the basics of hooking the bait on and casting my line to see what I would catch. I learned how to fish, but not the "art" of it. But not the true understanding of it all.
I wanted to dive into the water and grab what I could. I wanted so hard to understand everything. I took and took as much as I could and was grateful in ways its hard to explain from a human perspective.
Yes, I beat myself up a lot, because I was confused and I was remembering things from a soul level, which didn't make sense to me then, but they do now. Or at least I am getting a better understanding.
I understand more and more about why its OK to be my own person and to not be worried or fearful about being a part of the "in crowd" anymore.
I understand more and actually I feel the signatures.
I get so much more of what you were "teaching" and I will always remember you all fondly and with love.
So, yes, I praise you. I give thanks to you all the time. I love you all so much for everything you took the time out to do and give and be for me. But not just for me, for all of us. To be of service to others and not of self. You didn't have to put up with all that you did from many of us. But you did.
You were all there for me when I needed you the most and yet so gently, softly, harshly and lovingly, you all gave and gave when I didn't understand why you did. Thank you.
Please always know you will always be remembered by all of us who were "close" to you all. Know how much you all meant to us. Know that I am so very grateful and appreciative beyond words to you all.
It was all about the growth process.
I'm trusting the process.
Love to you all
~Mz C.
In Perfect Health Healing Fair at KI Empowerment Center 933 High Street, Suite 120B Worthington, OH 43085 When: August 24th, 2013 Time: 11am to 4:45pm. Pricing: Suggested donation Healing session: suggested $15.00 for 20 minutes. Basic Oracle reading: suggested $10.00 for 15 minutes, Julie only. How to register: Walk-ins are suggested, first come first serve. If you would like to make an appointment ahead of time, please call Julie at 614-556-5192. Anne is available at 704-816-3983. We will have the use of room #3 and room #4 to accommodate for Hands on Healing/Energy Touch Healing and Oracle readings. *Julie Porter will be providing Hands on Healing/Touch Energy Healing. Also basic Oracle readings along with the assistance of her Spirit Guides and Universal Energies to help you with present issues in your life. She will charge a suggested $10.00 for a 15 minute reading and a suggested $15.00 for a 20 minute healing session. *Anne Gadd will be providing Hands on Healing or Holistic Lifestyle Coaching to help you with nutrition, exercise, sleep, energy and stress management. Both are a suggested $15.00 for 20 minutes. *Julie and Anne, are both certified through KI Empowerment/Rays of Light Spiritual Church. Anne is also certified as a Holistic Lifestyle Coach.*
I am learning every day how to be a better manifester/creator. I see the changes when I put these wants and needs to the Universe/Source. I have a great example for this.
My boyfriend is in the process of buying his first starter home. We plan to start a family together and have long term plans. My guides told me, we needed to stay in a good mood, think positive thoughts and get plenty of sleep. We were to meditate and see ourselves in the home, cooking, cleaning, enjoying the space as if it were already ours. I also felt we needed to send out to the sellers some compassion. We needed 60 days to close, they wanted 40 days. Ended up they needed those 60 days, PLUS so they could get money back for their own Mortgage on the home. They also have been agreeing with many of the terms put forth with the home which needs work.
I am so grateful to Energies all and the teachers and friends, for helping me with these manifestations. As I was taught long ago ... Dream Big! Thank you. :) It doesnt happen over night and this is something which I have been learning. I might be farther today than I was yesterday, but I am still learning and will continue to do so.
We close on the house on Sept 9th. And well, its interesting how we learn from those from our past and present and how they have learned from you. We will be moving in with Tamie for about 45 days. Yes the same woman I moved in with yrs ago when this actual journey began. She came and apologized to me a few yrs ago and explained where she was at that time in her life. We both are in different places in our lives and with each other and it amazed me how in just a few yrs things can change with peoples perspective, life and lessons. Its been wonderful to see Tamie even grow into a newer person and a changed person from when we were last living together. I am grateful to have learned so much from that experience and grateful to have her as my friend again.
So thats about all for now. But I am loving life. Life is good!
Till next time!
~Jules / Mz C.
While meditating last night I decided to try meditating about a crop circle I found out about almost 3 years ago. I got a message I needed to look at Venus. Venus? What does venus have to do with said crop circle?
I will see if I can not find some information about this and continue to work on said Crop circle meditation.
For whatever reason I have been putting this off for almost 3 yrs. Odd.
Till next update.
Julie
Im sorry guys, but I miss you and wish I had someone to talk to about some things. I could really use your guidance right about now. Especially on the whole energies thing. If I just knew you were around and I could ask questions, that would be awesome. Know that I think of you all often and send love on all levels. I will never forget you all for helping me when I was in a rough spot in this life and didnt know that your friendship and lessons would take me where it has now. I love you and appreciate youz soooo much. Thank you! :)
Anyhow, a lot of bigger lessons are being learned as of late and I am doing my best to take one step at a time. No reacting, staying detached and no expectations.
My mother, Deena passed away about a month ago and even though I understand what happens with the soul once it leaves the body, I cant help but miss her presence. I can not even begin to know how my father feels right now. All he did was take care of my mother and now he only has himself to care for. He doesnt know what to do with himself, except go through her things and put them in boxes to give to someone else. I miss her presence here on Earth and I wish I would have had more talks with her before she left here. She will be missed. The energies tell me her soul is "resting". She went through a lot in this life time, I would say it is a well deserved rest. :) I love you mom! <3 font="">
Presently I live with my boyfriend of almost 2 yrs come May 13th. He is about to graduate with his Masters in Environmental Science. If he gets a job here in Columbus, then we will consider living together another yr and see where it leads us. If he does not get a job by the time our lease is up, then I am on my own. I will take each day as it comes and see what happens.
Im at a stand still with learning anything metaphysical, except for reading books or anything on Facebook or an article here and there. No teachers have come my way on the Metaphysical side of things, but they sure have been with life. :)
I am working temporary in a job which I have a wonderful supervisor. I am not watched over or micro managed and she is very flexible. Its not the most interesting work, but no one bugs me and I can come and go as I want so long as I come in and get my work done.
If I had it my way, which I am sending this message out to the Universe; I would love to be able to help those who need healing. Have my own office and my own hrs. This is where I would like to go. But I also get the feeling perhaps I need more classes in something, I am just not too sure what. I will have to meditate on this and see what comes to me.
I have been trying to find small venues to perform healing at with my friend who also helps with the healing and we work together. This will get us out there and our name out there more, and its a start somewhere. :)
So, this is pretty much all which is going on with me that I can think of.
Till the next update ... peace, love, joy and happiness to all who may read this. :)
~Julie
