Thoughts and energies

I was told not to write about sad things.  So I will try my best not to in this post.

A friends cat friend passed today.  He was hit by a car.  I felt her sorrow, in the energy in her words.  Its as if I felt the energy of the cat within that sentence she posted about him as well.  He knew he was loved even for his rottenness. 

Energy carries a long way.  Faster than light I would say.  Perhaps thoughts are magnetic energies, which I have read some about.  The Earth has a magnetic field, so I would "think" that if we are thinking thoughts and feelings, others can indeed feel them.  I am guessing certain body types can feel these emotions/energies.  Those sensitive or also called empathic.  I know I do!

Another for ya!

I was sitting in the car on a long drive home with my boyfriend.  A song came on and then this saddness came over me ... but I did not understand why.  We had had a wonderful morning with his friends from his old College and we were enjoying each others company ... then I started to really listen to the words of the song.  It was about leaving to the west and missing their love.  My boyfriend will be leaving to go to China to do a project on how to help the water in China.  He leaves at the beginning of June.  

But the strangest thing happened while sitting in the car and hearing this and feeling this energy of emotion ... he reached out for my hand.  Something he rarely does.  Because inside this man is still dealing with issues he has never dealt with deep inside him.  I then became aware these were not my emotions but his I was feeling.  I was confused because I didnt know what they were ... but it was a deep sadness.  Which brought tears to my eyes.  I looked over at him and his eyes looked a little misty.  I asked him if he was OK.  He hesitated and said yeah... I let it go, because I knew this was his way of telling me he cared.

Later that eve, we spoke about it.  I came to find out it was his emotions I was feeling.  He admitted he still had some deep issues to deal with.  He expressed in his own words how scared he was to go to China.  How he was afraid this project would not work.  How he would be away from home, yet he was extremely excited and looking forward to his journey.  How he wishes he would be here when me and his family would be moving us into OUR apartment in August.

So, with all my talk of energies, I am starting to become more aware of what energies are NOT mine.  Why am I feeling a certain way?  Are these really mine or someone else's?

The plan is to sit in silence and just observe.  I am going back to some basics, but these are important ones.  Ones I pushed away about 1 1/2yrs ago.  It is what it is and now going forward I am doing this.

When I become more aware, I will update.

Peace, love and joy always!

~Jules

Single leaf and more

I was given a message the other night in class.  The woman who gave it was so overwhelmed with emotion she could hardly speak.  She was sobbing.  So over come with the message.  She said all she could feel was this great love for me when she was trying to speak her message.  She could not deliver the message to me this eve, but it was given to me the following day.

She felt in her heart this message was from Jesus.  It asked her to speak TRUTH.  Maybe it was from Jesus.  Perhaps it was much like a messenger giving the message from someone else, for her to receive that message?  Maybe.

Her message for me:  

She sees me standing in a prairie/desert plane with barren brush all around me.  I am standing in one place looking all around me.  I am wanting something and no matter where I look its not there.  I am full of hope and love and there is something more.

She says, I see a beautiful single leaf that is kind of opaque, because she see's the light shining through the back of it. ~~~~

She kept getting the words, "living waters"  She got the sense the message is not finished.

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I went and googled 'living waters".  What I found, can be confusing, but I am looking at many interpretations to decide for myself.  I have some thinking to do and have been doing so this past week.

I know that I need to stay in love and light and continue to be of service to others.  This is what I came here to do.

Also at this time I have picked up the book "The Key", by Whitley Strieber.  My mind is in complete upheaval so to speak.  I wish I could have been there while he was asking the questions, because if they were layed out in a little easier way I might understand some of the answers better.  Much of it I am getting those ah ha moments, some of it which has been conflicting with much of what I have been reading and learning.

Well till next time and next space channel!

Stay in love and joy always!

~Jules

Now I GET it! :}~~~

So went through some old emails this eve and messages I saved from my lessons from almost 2 years ago.

Yeah, I was a noob.  I had no clue what I was doing.  I thought by going to the church, I was supposed to learn about guides and how to work with them.  What I was meant to do there, was to be around the higher vibrations.  I was meant to go there to be a conduit for healing.  To heal others with the energy work I could perform on them.  To serve.

I got to one of the messages and it really struck some chords.  Sure some tears and ah ha moments, BUT in the process of it, I found information which was being given to me, but was too upset to see past my nose at that time.  The time when I really needed to heed that information.  I had no idea!

I sent the old housemate a message and asked her to help me with the removal of the entity.  It is no longer allowed the name it has given its self.  It is no longer allowed the attention it craves.  I do my very best to ignore it and keep it quieted.  But now I think I realize what needs to be done.  It will work.

Yes I did this to me, but I will no longer allow this.  I now realize what I did back then.

If you are lurking .... I thank you for giving me the information then, but I didnt see it.  I do now.  Its not too late.  I am SO very grateful!  You know who you are!  ;} ~~~  Thank you!

~Me