Tornado and wooooos

It never seems to stop. The past few days, I feel as though I am in constant woo woo-ness. Or my hands and fingers are always tingling, but it has increased. Again I havent been over doing it with the work, yet, I feel like I need to sit and go within. Cant do this at work and I am finding it very hard to concentrate. I have to get up and shake it off a bit. I start to zone out.

Today we had a tornado warning. I was sent to a room with about 50 people in it. Out in the hallway, there were about 80 people .... I just sat there and observed all the people talking, txting and talking about their jobs, projects, lives, etc ... but the waves would not stop. A few spirits would flit by and I would mentally shoo them away. I can see it now, the conversation with the woman next to me ... "Hi, my name is Julie and I have a female spirit here with me and she is trying to get my attention for you." LOL Not with this fake crowd. I even sat and kept trying to ground myself, just not working as well as I would like it to.

I honestly do not know what they are anymore. Is this my coming into a higher vibration? Is my body on overload? I just do not know. Im not scared by it, but I also do not want to burn myself out if there is something I am not aware I am doing and it is hurting me in the process. Confirmation of what it is, is all I am hoping for.

Anyone? :)

Woo woo, woo hoo!

The past 2 weeks, at least I think it has been. I have been having some really amazing wavey feelings come over me. As I recall from psychic development class, its the spirits coming around. Well they have really been trying to get my attention lately. But I think its more than that. It could be all the raised vibrations they say are going on with our world.

I feel like I am here, yet I find myself going within ... being very reflective. Its distracting! But when I am home alone, its fine and I go with it. Or out on a hike, I go with the feeling.

Ive been controlling my energy work and not over doing it. Meditating almost every night, long distant healing, touch healing classes, psychic classes and going to church to talk about us all being as One.

But the past 2 weeks have been something interesting. Since I started this job, seems to be more activity with awareness and energy in general.

I feel like I am on drugs ... kind of like a high. If this is becoming ... woo hoo! with the woo woo's lol

So you know I am not complaining ... its an interesting ride. And so I go like a canoe on the flowing waters. :) Away we go....

A lesson learned thanks to 4Ceibus

It all began as I was waking up and I was in a wonderful mood yesterday morning. The day before, I had a great Sunday with the church and learning how to speak with my guides and their guides to speak through me. Its a wonderful learning experience for me, because it seems natural and the right thing to do. It works for me. So I felt my energy was up and vibrations high, was a wonderful feeling.

Later in the eve, the wonderful beings that they are posted something from 4Ceibus. I love reading her writings and looking at her pictures of her garden, paintings and glassware's. She is amazingly creative in a way that I am not. I admire her for this. It seems so natural to her.

Last week she lost a valuable family member and I understood her emotional state. I bonded with this woman for the first time in "knowing" her on twitter. When she wrote about her pets head in her hands ... I cried and I sent love to her. She said she felt it. I am glad, because it was sincere in every being of who I am. Recently my cat Jax was ill and I am not able to afford a vet, but the team at IQXS helped me through the process and we brought him back to health. So, I related with her pain.

So when the guys posted her new blog, I decided to peruse some of her older blogs. It had been awhile and thought it would be nice to catch up on them. I came to one which hit me pretty hard. I was not prepared for it. As I got closer to the bottom, there. THERE. "And I thought about Caffeinated Tree ....." Wait, pardon me?

As I read on and the only words which rang in my head and I saw over and over again were "I DO NOT LIKE HER..." I couldn't get any further than that. I could not read on. I was shocked and my heart sank. I cried for a moment and pondered what did I ever say to this person or do, because she doesn't know me. I took a minute and realized I needed to move on. I realized these were NOT my feelings or my words, why am I so upset about it? I allowed it to get to me.

Thank the divine for BH. He saw what I posted on twitter. He asked me if I really wanted to go there. I hadnt said anything mean about her post, or who it was, just I was shocked and hurt. He stopped me from perhaps falling deep into it. Apparently at that moment there was a lower energy vibration feeding off what I had just discovered. It was affecting me and my cat. The cat I just helped to save from an illness I still have no idea what it was. But I am grateful to all those who have helped with his healing and for the lesson I learned from it.

So as he is very much like a big brother and teacher, he told me to tap, EFT. He reminded me to keep in love and joy. Most of all to love myself. Which I do. I had realized as I read further on her blog she doesn't dislike me per say, but that maybe she is reminded of a time where she went through similar emotions, lessons, trials? And it is not an easy road to travel. We all walk in different shoes and all walk a different beat, but to not like someone because of it? But these are HER feelings and I allowed her feelings to hurt me. I do not have to be accepted by her or anyone. And this what I have learned from this.

So I tapped. And I understood this was a lesson. Thank you Ceibus for the lesson. I am a newb in regards to healing and talking with the guides and universe. I do not have the same responsibilities as others with children and owning a home. I am very much a child inside, but a loving child. I hope one day you will want to get to know me as a person. You do not have to like me as you stated, but to at least understand someone, I think that makes us better and helps us grow as individuals.

In my heart I hold you in high regard. I can truely say I love you as a person from what I DO know of you. BH told me this was a lesson and I needed to write you. It was easiest for me to tell it like a story and was the only way I could begin the relationship we do not have. I would hope next time you see something I am going through, to please send love. We all deal with pain differently and go through life differently. See me as me and perhaps what you did see was a part of you. Maybe that is the part of you that you need to love? To let that go?

Thank you for reading this and again for the lesson.

Sincerely,

Julie/Aka Caffeinatedtree