The best way to describe it is, I feel as though I am not really a part of the world I once knew. Yet there is so much I have yet to learn. I know this in my heart.
Everything has changed so suddenly, once again.
Once having been told was I ready to loose everything I once knew. I understand this comment even more.
The old, no longer works for me and the new, at times confuses me. Yet I look forward to every step and it feels natural at the same time.
I no longer hide who I am or what I am capable of doing. I am more open about it with my family and friends. They seem to be accepting of this and even they were not I am fine with this too. I no longer need approval. Its not important as it once was. Moving into the new. I smile when I think of the new ways. Yet I look back at the journey of the old too, again smiling.
A new home. New Job. New ideas and thoughts to add to these locations. To make new memories and cherish every moment, no matter the situation.
I breath calmness to those who are bickering, complaining and making snide remarks about others, or things and people they do not understand, at the new job and do my best to not get drawn into their world in that respect. I listen, but stay detached. I listen and send them love.
Yet, I come home and I snap. Not even sure where it had come from or why.
I am going into a new routine and somewhere during the course of the day, while working I will need to find a moment during lunch to meditate and balance and recenter. Keeping the light and vibes high.
Holding the light more and more than I once did. More lessons and experiences. I am very fine with this, because I am becoming what I had once forgotten.
I thank source for the experiences, all of them. I am grateful. It gets better and better every day, this beautiful journey known as life on earth and as a human.
Stay in love and light and joy. Give thanks every moment of the day.
Love and light
~Jules
