I see change and send it love

FDA I send you love. Govt I send you love. Those who will not longer allow us to speak our voice, I send you love. I pray every night to be able to use natural medicines, Herbs, Essential oils, want clean water, to eat organic natural foods. I want to shout it to the world how it supports, I want to show benefits of these natural processes. I want to show that with changing our thoughts that we can heal ourselves. I want to change. I see change. We are change.

I send love and light to all those who are hurting our peoples of Earth and our Earth.

I send love.... heart emoticon

Here is where it all began.

It is April 2010, Im about to get evicted from our apartment.  My boyfriend or whatever you want to call him has decided to give up.  He has lied to me over and over about his where abouts, his hrs at work and other things.  I found pictures of him with other woman in sexual positions.  He wont talk to me ....

I found twitter.  He, the now ex boyfriend corresponds on twitter.  I thought it would be a way for he and I to reconnect.  Have something to talk about instead of fighting all the time.  Which of course I did most of the talking, or all of it really.

I met Dale on twitter.  I saw the many interesting people or organizations he was connected with.  Astrology, NASA, Stephan Hawkins, IQXS, UFOs, etc ...  I started to follow many and my world began to open up.

Next thing I know we are in dire straights to keep our apartment.  I did everything in my power to keep our heads above water.  Food from the pantries, shelters and churches.  Money to pay the bills so we could pay the rent.  He wouldnt help, he gave up.  He wanted out.  I disliked having an eviction under my belt.  It hurt to keep trying and finally I had no choice but to give up.

Finally I was forced to leave.  I couldnt pay, he couldnt pay.  I moved out to a friends house and so life really started to change.

I played the victim.  I was hurting.  I felt like he did this to me, to us.  How could he be so cold and insensitive.  How could he not care?

Then they started to appear more and more in my twitter feeds.  I was curious about the UFOs, the crop circles etc.

My life was about to get "crazy".

Universal Life Expo experiences for 5_2014

Universal Life Expo was very slow this weekend.  But it was so rewarding in so many ways.

We were blessed to be conduits for healing and for guidance for some folks and also to be rewarded with meeting some beautiful people.  Saw old acquaintances I have met through my beginning adventures when I first learned about metaphysical expos, and those I met as a vendor.  To be able to speak with others with like minds and their experiences, is a gift in itself.  Some, I see the faces and know them, but not by name.

I was told many beautiful words about my own self, which still after 3 years of being a conduit, amazes me and leaves me speechless.  In the sense of shining bright, loving, of compassion, powerful, etc... some of the words given to me, I feel too humble to even write here.  It still amazes me, even though I accept those words given to me, by these beautiful souls.

I had a man/being come up to our booth and tell me, his talk with me was like going on a wonderful vacation, because he is not able to have these conversations with many people.  I was grateful to help him have a wonderful vacation.  :)

I will use those words I think ... life is the vacation depending on how you look at it. We should all see it as so.

I am so blessed!

Love and light to you all! And.... enjoy your vacation!

Fishing pole, bait and water

I know with each lesson or process which happens in my life, I cant stop but think of you all.  The team, the collective ... youz guyz.  :)  You were a huge part in making the shift in my life.  You gave me a nudge I didn't know I needed at the time.

The reason I bring this up yet again, is because I finally get it.  At least I am pretty sure I do.

You gave me a fishing pole, some bait and showed me where the waters were to fish.  You provided me with the basics of hooking the bait on and casting my line to see what I would catch.  I learned how to fish, but not the "art" of it.  But not the true understanding of it all.  

I wanted to dive into the water and grab what I could.  I wanted so hard to understand everything.  I took and took as much as I could and was grateful in ways its hard to explain from a human perspective.

Yes, I beat myself up a lot, because I was confused and I was remembering things from a soul level, which didn't make sense to me then, but they do now.  Or at least I am getting a better understanding.

I understand more and more about why its OK to be my own person and to not be worried or fearful about being a part of the "in crowd" anymore.

I understand more and actually I feel the signatures.

I get so much more of what you were "teaching" and I will always remember you all fondly and with love.

So, yes, I praise you.  I give thanks to you all the time.  I love you all so much for everything you took the time out to do and give and be for me.  But not just for me, for all of us.  To be of service to others and not of self.  You didn't have to put up with all that you did from many of us.  But you did.

You were all there for me when I needed you the most and yet so gently, softly, harshly and lovingly, you all gave and gave when I didn't understand why you did.  Thank you.

Please always know you will always be remembered by all of us who were "close" to you all.  Know how much you all meant to us.  Know that I am so very grateful and appreciative beyond words to you all.

It was all about the growth process.

I'm trusting the process.

Love to you all

~Mz C.

Healing Fair - August 24th 2013 - Columbus Ohio

In Perfect Health Healing Fair at KI Empowerment Center 933 High Street, Suite 120B Worthington, OH 43085 When: August 24th, 2013 Time: 11am to 4:45pm. Pricing: Suggested donation Healing session: suggested $15.00 for 20 minutes. Basic Oracle reading: suggested $10.00 for 15 minutes, Julie only. How to register: Walk-ins are suggested, first come first serve. If you would like to make an appointment ahead of time, please call Julie at 614-556-5192. Anne is available at 704-816-3983. We will have the use of room #3 and room #4 to accommodate for Hands on Healing/Energy Touch Healing and Oracle readings. *Julie Porter will be providing Hands on Healing/Touch Energy Healing. Also basic Oracle readings along with the assistance of her Spirit Guides and Universal Energies to help you with present issues in your life. She will charge a suggested $10.00 for a 15 minute reading and a suggested $15.00 for a 20 minute healing session. *Anne Gadd will be providing Hands on Healing or Holistic Lifestyle Coaching to help you with nutrition, exercise, sleep, energy and stress management. Both are a suggested $15.00 for 20 minutes. *Julie and Anne, are both certified through KI Empowerment/Rays of Light Spiritual Church. Anne is also certified as a Holistic Lifestyle Coach.*

Manifest

I am learning every day how to be a better manifester/creator.  I see the changes when I put these wants and needs to the Universe/Source.  I have a great example for this.

My boyfriend is in the process of buying his first starter home.  We plan to start a family together and have long term plans.  My guides told me, we needed to stay in a good mood, think positive thoughts and get plenty of sleep.  We were to meditate and see ourselves in the home, cooking, cleaning, enjoying the space as if it were already ours.  I also felt we needed to send out to the sellers some compassion.  We needed 60 days to close, they wanted 40 days.  Ended up they needed those 60 days, PLUS so they could get money back for their own Mortgage on the home.  They also have been agreeing with many of the terms put forth with the home which needs work.  

I am so grateful to Energies all and the teachers and friends, for helping me with these manifestations.  As I was taught long ago ... Dream Big!  Thank you.  :)  It doesnt happen over night and this is something which I have been learning.  I might be farther today than I was yesterday, but I am still learning and will continue to do so.

We close on the house on Sept 9th.  And well, its interesting how we learn from those from our past and present and how they have learned from you.  We will be moving in with Tamie for about 45 days.  Yes the same woman I moved in with yrs ago when this actual journey began.  She came and apologized to me a few yrs ago and explained where she was at that time in her life.  We both are in different places in our lives and with each other and it amazed me how in just a few yrs things can change with peoples perspective, life and lessons.  Its been wonderful to see Tamie even grow into a newer person and a changed person from when we were last living together.  I am grateful to have learned so much from that experience and grateful to have her as my friend again.

So thats about all for now.  But I am loving life.  Life is good!

Till next time!

~Jules / Mz C.

While meditating last night I decided to try meditating about a crop circle I found out about almost 3 years ago.  I got a message I needed to look at Venus.  Venus?  What does venus have to do with said crop circle?

I will see if I can not find some information about this and continue to work on said Crop circle meditation.

For whatever reason I have been putting this off for almost 3 yrs.  Odd.

Till next update.

Julie

A lot to say and I also wish for your guidance at times

Im sorry guys, but I miss you and wish I had someone to talk to about some things.  I could really use your guidance right about now.  Especially on the whole energies thing.  If I just knew you were around and I could ask questions, that would be awesome.  Know that I think of you all often and send love on all levels.  I will never forget you all for helping me when I was in a rough spot in this life and didnt know that your friendship and lessons would take me where it has now.  I love you and appreciate youz soooo much.  Thank you!  :)

Anyhow, a lot of bigger lessons are being learned as of late and I am doing my best to take one step at a time.  No reacting, staying detached and no expectations.

My mother, Deena passed away about a month ago and even though I understand what happens with the soul once it leaves the body, I cant help but miss her presence.  I can not even begin to know how my father feels right now.  All he did was take care of my mother and now he only has himself to care for.  He doesnt know what to do with himself, except go through her things and put them in boxes to give to someone else.  I miss her presence here on Earth and I wish I would have had more talks with her before she left here.  She will be missed.  The energies tell me her soul is "resting".  She went through a lot in this life time, I would say it is a well deserved rest.  :)  I love you mom!  <3 font="">

Presently I live with my boyfriend of almost 2 yrs come May 13th.  He is about to graduate with his Masters in Environmental Science.  If he gets a job here in Columbus, then we will consider living together another yr and see where it leads us.  If he does not get a job by the time our lease is up, then I am on my own.  I will take each day as it comes and see what happens.

Im at a stand still with learning anything metaphysical, except for reading books or anything on Facebook or an article here and there.  No teachers have come my way on the Metaphysical side of things, but they sure have been with life.  :)

I am working temporary in a job which I have a wonderful supervisor.  I am not watched over or micro managed and she is very flexible.  Its not the most interesting work, but no one bugs me and I can come and go as I want so long as I come in and get my work done.

If I had it my way, which I am sending this message out to the Universe; I would love to be able to help those who need healing.  Have my own office and my own hrs.  This is where I would like to go.  But I also get the feeling perhaps I need more classes in something, I am just not too sure what.  I will have to meditate on this and see what comes to me.

I have been trying to find small venues to perform healing at with my friend who also helps with the healing and we work together.  This will get us out there and our name out there more, and its a start somewhere.  :)

So, this is pretty much all which is going on with me that I can think of.


Till the next update ... peace, love, joy and happiness to all who may read this.  :)

~Julie

Psychic Fair January 26th, 2013

I will be doing my first Psychic Fair, Saturday January 26th from 1 to 5pm at the Columbus Insight Center.

I will focusing on performing healing and will also be available for readings.

This is my first function outside the church, Rays of Light Spiritual Church and also out of Ki Empowerment Center.  I am very excited to be of help to those who will need it.

I am adding a link to anyone who might be interested in attending.


http://columbusinsightcenter.org/page12/


Thanks!

Jules

Just

I just wanted to say how much I miss youz.  How much I loved to laugh with you all and how we could talk about coffee and food.

I just wanted to tell you there are times I wish we could talk.  How I miss your guidance, your friendship.

I just wanted to say how much I still love you all for being there for me in a "dark" time in my life.  How you all lifted me to a new experience.

I just wanted to say how much I valued your teachings.  I know it was not always easy to speak with me, because I was so confused and how it was all so new to me.  How I was dealing with so many human emotions I didnt know which way to turn.  (ppssst, I still do from time to time ;)  )

I just wanted you to know how grateful I am, for having you all enter my life.

I just wanted you to know how much I appreciated you, even with all that I was going through.

I know you are out there some where and I just wanted you to know all of this again.

BTW, I just want to let you know I love youz all!

BIG HUGS, smiles and love!

~  Always Jules

Tell a Different Story

Sit right down and I will tell you a story.

A story never told before.  In which I tell you a different story than what I was told long ago.

Sit right down and get comfy, for this here is that new story.

Im telling you a different story.  One that is with ease and glory.  One which flows and sows and grows and there is no worry.

A story which is full of gratitude and a new attitude.

There is no fear with this new story, for I released it to the One who is dear, near and everywhere.

So now I TRUST this process of this story.

Please pass on this story and may it help you to grow and tell your own different story.

*Was a reminder to change my thought process and I sat right down and REALLY just wrote this story.  :) *

~Jules

It starts with Gratitude

There is so much I have to be grateful for.  Today I was listening to something on YouTube, which made me realize the work still needing to be done which entails Understanding my emotions.  About accessing ones self.

I was taught this almost 2 years ago to date  And where ever you be, you are all always in my heart with much gratitude!  :D

I am grateful for the sun and the moon.

The sound of the rain as it hits on the roof and the clouds that produce a loud Kaboom!

Cold with the snow which falls upon my face and hot on a beach and especially the warmth of weather in between.

Coffee in the morning with cream and sugar.  Tea at night, with a good book.

Ice cream, cheesecake and best of all chocolate cake.

Fresh vegetables in from the garden and then the feast it provides.

The smell of the flowers on the winds at night.

The buzzing bees and bumbles bees on the trees and those big ones who scare off the other big bees, what a tease.

Grateful for the roof over my head, which protects me from the weather in all dispositions.

The clothes, my shoes, coats and boots, which keep me covered on my suit.

To squish my toes in the dirt and walk on the cool grass or that wet patch.

To dig my toes in sand on the lake or beach and feel Gaias skin.

My car which gets me to and fro and dollars for gas to make it go.

The phone i hold to keep in touch with those near and far, gives me joy when I hear from them all.

I suppose I could go on ... because everyday I give thanks for all the wonderful items I own, or am able to touch, feel, hear, smell, sense and the wonderful people who touch in on my life on a daily basis, in so many ways.

Oh what the heck!  I'm grateful for all!

Thank you Source for all things!  :)

~Jules

Thoughts and energies

I was told not to write about sad things.  So I will try my best not to in this post.

A friends cat friend passed today.  He was hit by a car.  I felt her sorrow, in the energy in her words.  Its as if I felt the energy of the cat within that sentence she posted about him as well.  He knew he was loved even for his rottenness. 

Energy carries a long way.  Faster than light I would say.  Perhaps thoughts are magnetic energies, which I have read some about.  The Earth has a magnetic field, so I would "think" that if we are thinking thoughts and feelings, others can indeed feel them.  I am guessing certain body types can feel these emotions/energies.  Those sensitive or also called empathic.  I know I do!

Another for ya!

I was sitting in the car on a long drive home with my boyfriend.  A song came on and then this saddness came over me ... but I did not understand why.  We had had a wonderful morning with his friends from his old College and we were enjoying each others company ... then I started to really listen to the words of the song.  It was about leaving to the west and missing their love.  My boyfriend will be leaving to go to China to do a project on how to help the water in China.  He leaves at the beginning of June.  

But the strangest thing happened while sitting in the car and hearing this and feeling this energy of emotion ... he reached out for my hand.  Something he rarely does.  Because inside this man is still dealing with issues he has never dealt with deep inside him.  I then became aware these were not my emotions but his I was feeling.  I was confused because I didnt know what they were ... but it was a deep sadness.  Which brought tears to my eyes.  I looked over at him and his eyes looked a little misty.  I asked him if he was OK.  He hesitated and said yeah... I let it go, because I knew this was his way of telling me he cared.

Later that eve, we spoke about it.  I came to find out it was his emotions I was feeling.  He admitted he still had some deep issues to deal with.  He expressed in his own words how scared he was to go to China.  How he was afraid this project would not work.  How he would be away from home, yet he was extremely excited and looking forward to his journey.  How he wishes he would be here when me and his family would be moving us into OUR apartment in August.

So, with all my talk of energies, I am starting to become more aware of what energies are NOT mine.  Why am I feeling a certain way?  Are these really mine or someone else's?

The plan is to sit in silence and just observe.  I am going back to some basics, but these are important ones.  Ones I pushed away about 1 1/2yrs ago.  It is what it is and now going forward I am doing this.

When I become more aware, I will update.

Peace, love and joy always!

~Jules

Single leaf and more

I was given a message the other night in class.  The woman who gave it was so overwhelmed with emotion she could hardly speak.  She was sobbing.  So over come with the message.  She said all she could feel was this great love for me when she was trying to speak her message.  She could not deliver the message to me this eve, but it was given to me the following day.

She felt in her heart this message was from Jesus.  It asked her to speak TRUTH.  Maybe it was from Jesus.  Perhaps it was much like a messenger giving the message from someone else, for her to receive that message?  Maybe.

Her message for me:  

She sees me standing in a prairie/desert plane with barren brush all around me.  I am standing in one place looking all around me.  I am wanting something and no matter where I look its not there.  I am full of hope and love and there is something more.

She says, I see a beautiful single leaf that is kind of opaque, because she see's the light shining through the back of it. ~~~~

She kept getting the words, "living waters"  She got the sense the message is not finished.

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I went and googled 'living waters".  What I found, can be confusing, but I am looking at many interpretations to decide for myself.  I have some thinking to do and have been doing so this past week.

I know that I need to stay in love and light and continue to be of service to others.  This is what I came here to do.

Also at this time I have picked up the book "The Key", by Whitley Strieber.  My mind is in complete upheaval so to speak.  I wish I could have been there while he was asking the questions, because if they were layed out in a little easier way I might understand some of the answers better.  Much of it I am getting those ah ha moments, some of it which has been conflicting with much of what I have been reading and learning.

Well till next time and next space channel!

Stay in love and joy always!

~Jules

Now I GET it! :}~~~

So went through some old emails this eve and messages I saved from my lessons from almost 2 years ago.

Yeah, I was a noob.  I had no clue what I was doing.  I thought by going to the church, I was supposed to learn about guides and how to work with them.  What I was meant to do there, was to be around the higher vibrations.  I was meant to go there to be a conduit for healing.  To heal others with the energy work I could perform on them.  To serve.

I got to one of the messages and it really struck some chords.  Sure some tears and ah ha moments, BUT in the process of it, I found information which was being given to me, but was too upset to see past my nose at that time.  The time when I really needed to heed that information.  I had no idea!

I sent the old housemate a message and asked her to help me with the removal of the entity.  It is no longer allowed the name it has given its self.  It is no longer allowed the attention it craves.  I do my very best to ignore it and keep it quieted.  But now I think I realize what needs to be done.  It will work.

Yes I did this to me, but I will no longer allow this.  I now realize what I did back then.

If you are lurking .... I thank you for giving me the information then, but I didnt see it.  I do now.  Its not too late.  I am SO very grateful!  You know who you are!  ;} ~~~  Thank you!

~Me

Energy

The energies are everywhere.  I feel them coming to me.  I sense others energies when they walk in from another room.  Or when they come to the door.  I cant tell what energy is what anymore.  So many of them.  Are they negative?  Are they teachers, souls, energies, space brothers and sisters, I am not able to understand yet?

The entity is still here.  I have no idea what to do with it.  The messages from the other voices are meditate deeper than you have ever meditated before.  What does that mean?  How?  I ask for guidance from my higher aspect and I am not sure I am hearing or getting any messages.  I wish I had someone here to help me with this and suggest what to do.  Ive tried everything that I know.  But what am I missing?

I mean lets look at this.  If it was a lower energy and I am raising my vibrations, wouldnt I NOT be able to hear it any longer?

Every day I am doing my best to just accept its there.  But I do not want to give it my power either.  By calling it by name or mentioning it, I think it empowers it even more.

If I got answers I could be rid of it.  That would be lovely!

Know I am...

Some times I really miss our talks.  I miss the teachings you told me.  The teacher/father/friend talks we used to have.  Even when you said if I was standing there right now you would rip my head off "talks"  lol This is one of those times I long for your suggestions.  Your input.

Know I am thinking of youz.

Know I finished the book.  Finally.

Now what?  I will continue with the suggested readings, which I find interesting from her book.  But what else?  Where else can I get my toes wet?

Yeah feeling a little anxious and lost at the same time old friend.  I feel the church has taught me enough .. now what?  I am grateful to them, very grateful to them.  The Rev has taught me much and so has his wife.  They are good people.  I try to help them when I can.

I think sometimes you tap in.  But I am never too sure on that energy.

Come visit me any time, as you know I wouldnt mind.

I send you love and gratitude and miss youz dearly.  Say hi to everyone for me.  :)

There will always be bread for the gravy and cheetose with french onion dip.  And of course there will always be applebummah!  :D

Love and light always

Jules

The Dance

I took your hand

At first we joked.  A laugh and some fun.

And then there was a look in your eyes.

Those deep intense eyes.

A soft, warm smile, pull me closer.  

It seemed we barely moved.  

Your hand holding mine to our chests.

I could feel your heart beat.

Then, cheek to cheek.  

Breath again my skin. 

Your warmth.

Your clothes rubbing against mine.  

Our energies mingling like it always does when we are close.  

This time it was different.  

We didnt say a word, we knew without words.

And then you gently kissed the side of my head and I smiled.

I knew you did too.

~~~~  This is my dream I had of you.  Its just energy, everything is energy.  Jaz, I cant help it.  I know you do not feel the same way, but you needed to know. ~~~~

~Jules

Life is good....

Life is good.  :)

Learning lots about self.  Life, people and the many experiences and lessons.

There have been a lot of shifts happening lately and they get better and better.

Started a new job and it feels as though it will be a good fit.  This will give me a chance to catch up on bills, get the car fixed and start saving for those rainy days.  I sense I will be bringing a lot of light to this position and to the people around me.  This is a good thing.

I also hope to go back to school and get my bachelors degree.  Perhaps next fall, I feel this will be important.  Which field I have not decided on, but I know I want to go into some metaphysical subject.  Perhaps massage or acupressure.

In a relationship and it is going well.  There are always hills one needs to get over or resolves in ones own self and this man has helped me with many of these issues when a trigger is hit.  But we talk them through and come to the realizations as to why they are happening.  We shall see where it leads us both, but we have both learned from each other.  Its refreshing.  And I wasnt looking!

Still going to healing class and church at the Spiritual Church which was suggested for me.  I still enjoy the folks there and the many personalities there.  When I miss church for a Sunday, I can feel how it changes my vibration.

So thats it for now.

Life is gooooooood!  :D

~Jules

The Universe spoke

I sensed this weekend the Universe comes to give us messages in many forms.  Whether in the form of a God or Goddess, or in the form of an image, a sound, our Guides.  

This weekend the Universe/Creator/God/Divine Intelligence/Prime Creator, asked us to speak truth, observe and not judge. 

To Release all that does not suit our highest good.  Release the fears!!!  The fears of the need for materialistic items.  I am not saying we give this up completely, because we are humans living in this 3D duality.  What I am saying is, do we really need those new games for the Xbox or the new phone, when our old one works just fine, or new clothes when you have already 20 pairs of practically new jeans in the closet.  Do we need the pretty gems of rocks and jewelry (this one is hardest for me since I love stones and interesting pieces of jewelry.)  You get my meaning I hope.

Our fear of being accepted, it just doesnt matter.

So we need to step forward and express our truth!!  Not to give up on our dreams and to help heal Gaia/Mother Earth.  This is what I got from this weekends EWF gathering.  We all need to do our part, we can not rely on the govt to do this for us, WE THE HuMans of Earth!!!!

Please do not give up on her as many others have.  We do not have aliens or third parties coming to save us, they are here only to guide us.  So listen when the Universe is speaking in the wind, your dreams, books and patterns.  There is a reason.

Keep on keeping on.

~Jules