Distant sound....

The white noise which was in my left ear is very distant. What I had begun to get used to is almost non existent. To the point I am almost not able to understand a single word any longer.

Again, I wish I had someone to talk about this with, who has experience and knowledge so I told the Rev. and his wife what I was sensing and what I needed to learn in this process. Because I realize I need to trust the process and if the source wanted me to rely on one aspect, which I realize this is not the case, then the voices would be as loud as they once were a week ago.

I am certain with the new studies I have been looking into on my own, have something to do with this. Ive been working with Merkaba, some shielding, guide work and FEELING and SENSING. I have been so worried it would be incorrect information, I realize more so that I have to feel it within. I need to stop worrying if it is correct or not. Something I am coming more to terms with. To not be in control of the situation and stand in my power instead.

I guess it takes trial and error, when this is something as a noob everyone was telling me, but yet I didn't understand. I am grateful to those who did provide me with information and the lessons and pointers. I was listening, but I am sure I was not ready for the information being put forth. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I mean that.

I am blessed to have the time to do all this learning, very grateful. Thank you. And always thank you to the Source and my guides. Love love love!

~Jules

Coming into my own

I am realizing I need to come into my own. I am now realizing what this means.

I dont need others opinions or advice for something I need to find inside me. Its always been inside me. I just have to listen.

So from here on out, I am looking within and listening to my intuition as I used to do, so many years ago. Because even though I didnt know it at that time I was flowing.

I am grateful for this lesson and realization. Thank you source and thank you guys. I get it more and more every day. I'm forever grateful.

Always to eternity

Julie

Polarity

Perhaps these are messages sent to me while I rest and I need to share the information or being told to be prepared, I am not too sure as of yet.

My first dream or upon awakening from sleep, I was shown an image of what looked like a circle on a car dashboard. Inside the circle was a battery symbol and the positive and negative signs: + / - These were lit up in green. To me the color green represents go, ready, charged.

My second dream was of me observing a being with a big squarish magnetic type instrument in its hand. The being was helping me think it was someone I know in this life, perhaps to ease my worries. (I would prefer to see them as they really are.) I realized I am laying down on a table of sorts, because I can see my chest and legs. I am not sure if I was able to move or not, but apparently I was aware and they realized this. This magnet is on my right side, at my hip area, extracting something from me, which I see going up to this magnetic instrument. Something from me is floating lightly up to the instrument. The be-ings then say, "just in time". I am sure this is because I have become aware of what they were doing.

The next day I was exhausted. I felt heavy all day. My hips have ached since then, but with the help of some healing it has helped a bit.

Now what I realized in all this was a magnet has polarity, just as a battery would. Is the polarity within me or is this polarity shift which is taking place here with the Earth, so they say. The scientist and the people channeling this information?

For now, I will keep on doing what I need to do to raise the vibrations. Stay in light and love, and not be a slave to the world that once was.

Here and now.

~Jules

Gathering #2 - 1_22_2011

Gathering #2

We had our second gathering. It went very well and everyone was excited about the ideas I came up with, of course with the assistant of my guides and ideas from others. At least I feel the guides nudged me in that direction. :) I am happy everyone had a wonderful time and yes, they want more. :) Very exciting, since this is helping us all.

As everyone started to show for the gathering, we had coffee brewing, french toast being made, breakfast casserole in the oven and hot water boiling for tea. Everyone conversing and talking and getting better acquainted. A few new faces to add to the gathering which made it more exciting to get to know these individuals as well. It was a very comfortable setting and you could see the tension melting away from everyone as we settled to eat and converse.

Once we were finished eating, we got together in a circle and talked about some things with our experiences. Many different ideas and beliefs came about, which is normal and accepted. Everyone handled themselves very well with open minds of every ones beliefs.

With the assistance of practicing with my Spirit Guides, I recorded a meditation for the gathering. With the intent to connect with our Spirit Guides, along with breathing and relaxing during the meditation. After the meditation, I asked if anyone received messages, images, ideas, feelings and "felt" their guides come through. Some did, some are still feeling their way around what their guides "feel" like to them. For me, I feel them come over me, especially my guardian spirit. Who I know the best. There is another who is coming through lately in a different area, so I am learning who this one is as well. I play this game during some of my meditations to get familiar with them. Its very enjoyable and I am grateful to know they have always been here for me. Its amazing! :)

Then it was time to play a game. With our guides of course. :) Because once we are better acquainted with our guides, it helps with healing, being intuitive and being able to use it for mediumship. I picked 4 questions they should ask their guides. For example: What is the first color that comes to your mind and who in the room does it belong to. Some people had duplicates for the same person, which in my mind, this is confirmation. :)

This is a community to share what we are learning with meditation, guides, feelings, family matters. Its a community for us to know there is support for the gifts given to us by Source. Support is SO important.

I now understand more than ever what it means to be a TEAM and not just an Individual. And how we are all connected, we are ONE with the Source.

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And because I miss them so very much, I want to send a HUGE THANK YOU. There are some be-ings I wish I could share this with, because of my excitement about it. So many light workers, I wish I could pass your way. :) Because of these beings seeing something in me, I can only pass it on to other folks. IQXS, thank you.

Thank you for taking in this noob, who was clueless and teaching, putting up with, loving and caring for me. I know there were some ups and downs, but for me there were more ups than downs. Even though you are not around for me to converse with, know that you are very much in my heart and loved. I am forever to eternity grateful to you and always appreciated you. I still do. I miss your friendship and conversing with you. This noob still has a lot to learn. But always, always will I ever think of you first, those who saw the spark. Saw something I was not aware of, or maybe I just needed it to be woken in me. I will never forget you or stop loving you.

I am so blessed, in so many ways and with the many different individuals who have come into my life. Thank you.

~Julie / Caffeinatedtree / MZ C

The Invitation - by Oriah Mountain Dreamer

This is quite beautiful...

The Invitation

It doesn't matter to me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing.

It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive.

It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain.

I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it.

I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, and if you can dance with the wilderness and let the ecstacy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, be realistic, or to remember the limitations of being human.

It doesn't interest me if the story you're telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself, if you can hear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul.

I want to know if you can be faithful and therefore trustworthy.

I want to know if you can see beauty even when it is not pretty everyday, and if you can source your life from God's presence.

I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine, and still stand on the edge of a lake and shout to the silver of the moon, "Yes!"

It doesn't interest me to know where you live or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up after a night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone and do what needs to be done for the children.

It doesn't interest me who you are, how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back.

It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away.

I want to know if you can be alone with yourself, and if you truly
like the company you keep in the empty moments.

By Oriah Mountain Dreamer

(A Native American Elder)

Sleeping waves ~~

Ive been having odd dreams again. Yes I have written them down. I at times wonder if they are associated with the strong male vibration coming around me.

The other night I seriously felt like the bed was moving. I became aware that "waves" of vibrations were coming down all around me as I laid there. I became aware of the waves and watched them for a moment, but my eyes were closed. I must have been seeing them with my minds eye.

I then realized there was a man sitting beside me looking down at me. He was smiling a kind smile, almost like a teacher would when encouraging a student or when a student was aware of the situation. It was that .. see you did it, kind of look. I came right out of the situation, because he had startled me and then I realized the bed WAS moving or I was. I awoke immediately. I remember his kind eyes. Of a lovely blue-greenish color. Sandy brown hair, kind of wavy and not too short, just above the ears.

I hope to see this face again and understand it better.

Other dreams, not really making sense, but odd none the less.

I will keep asking for signs before I drift off to sleep.

And now sleep.......

Go home ./\.

"Go Home" he says, "Go Home." But I am home. "No, go home" I cant make out the rest of what he is saying to me. He is a strong presence and persistent. Isnt home where the heart is?

Why, oh why does his name have to be the same as an old friend, who let me go. I cried when I got confirmation on this. But he also gave an answer of his name in another form, which I am not sure which it is now.

Is it telepathic? hmph, cant be. So then my next thought is he is of the other realm. Of the spirits. But I am certain he is not a spirit guide. He doesnt feel menacing, because if he is he would suck me dry of my energy and surely he would tell me lies.

Go home. Maybe start back at the basics with some of my training? The book which I have put down, because my heart aches a little (yes I EFT and I forgive and say there has to be a reason why and I do not want to assume the reason why) when I look at it, but I know it needs to be read. Perhaps back to working on the heart chakrah? Keep accessing myself? Go home ... maybe within to my soul?

Im trying to find home. Where is home? Oh how I wish you were here to help me through this. I miss you. Please let me come home?