Energy

The energies are everywhere.  I feel them coming to me.  I sense others energies when they walk in from another room.  Or when they come to the door.  I cant tell what energy is what anymore.  So many of them.  Are they negative?  Are they teachers, souls, energies, space brothers and sisters, I am not able to understand yet?

The entity is still here.  I have no idea what to do with it.  The messages from the other voices are meditate deeper than you have ever meditated before.  What does that mean?  How?  I ask for guidance from my higher aspect and I am not sure I am hearing or getting any messages.  I wish I had someone here to help me with this and suggest what to do.  Ive tried everything that I know.  But what am I missing?

I mean lets look at this.  If it was a lower energy and I am raising my vibrations, wouldnt I NOT be able to hear it any longer?

Every day I am doing my best to just accept its there.  But I do not want to give it my power either.  By calling it by name or mentioning it, I think it empowers it even more.

If I got answers I could be rid of it.  That would be lovely!

Know I am...

Some times I really miss our talks.  I miss the teachings you told me.  The teacher/father/friend talks we used to have.  Even when you said if I was standing there right now you would rip my head off "talks"  lol This is one of those times I long for your suggestions.  Your input.

Know I am thinking of youz.

Know I finished the book.  Finally.

Now what?  I will continue with the suggested readings, which I find interesting from her book.  But what else?  Where else can I get my toes wet?

Yeah feeling a little anxious and lost at the same time old friend.  I feel the church has taught me enough .. now what?  I am grateful to them, very grateful to them.  The Rev has taught me much and so has his wife.  They are good people.  I try to help them when I can.

I think sometimes you tap in.  But I am never too sure on that energy.

Come visit me any time, as you know I wouldnt mind.

I send you love and gratitude and miss youz dearly.  Say hi to everyone for me.  :)

There will always be bread for the gravy and cheetose with french onion dip.  And of course there will always be applebummah!  :D

Love and light always

Jules

The Dance

I took your hand

At first we joked.  A laugh and some fun.

And then there was a look in your eyes.

Those deep intense eyes.

A soft, warm smile, pull me closer.  

It seemed we barely moved.  

Your hand holding mine to our chests.

I could feel your heart beat.

Then, cheek to cheek.  

Breath again my skin. 

Your warmth.

Your clothes rubbing against mine.  

Our energies mingling like it always does when we are close.  

This time it was different.  

We didnt say a word, we knew without words.

And then you gently kissed the side of my head and I smiled.

I knew you did too.

~~~~  This is my dream I had of you.  Its just energy, everything is energy.  Jaz, I cant help it.  I know you do not feel the same way, but you needed to know. ~~~~

~Jules

Life is good....

Life is good.  :)

Learning lots about self.  Life, people and the many experiences and lessons.

There have been a lot of shifts happening lately and they get better and better.

Started a new job and it feels as though it will be a good fit.  This will give me a chance to catch up on bills, get the car fixed and start saving for those rainy days.  I sense I will be bringing a lot of light to this position and to the people around me.  This is a good thing.

I also hope to go back to school and get my bachelors degree.  Perhaps next fall, I feel this will be important.  Which field I have not decided on, but I know I want to go into some metaphysical subject.  Perhaps massage or acupressure.

In a relationship and it is going well.  There are always hills one needs to get over or resolves in ones own self and this man has helped me with many of these issues when a trigger is hit.  But we talk them through and come to the realizations as to why they are happening.  We shall see where it leads us both, but we have both learned from each other.  Its refreshing.  And I wasnt looking!

Still going to healing class and church at the Spiritual Church which was suggested for me.  I still enjoy the folks there and the many personalities there.  When I miss church for a Sunday, I can feel how it changes my vibration.

So thats it for now.

Life is gooooooood!  :D

~Jules

The Universe spoke

I sensed this weekend the Universe comes to give us messages in many forms.  Whether in the form of a God or Goddess, or in the form of an image, a sound, our Guides.  

This weekend the Universe/Creator/God/Divine Intelligence/Prime Creator, asked us to speak truth, observe and not judge. 

To Release all that does not suit our highest good.  Release the fears!!!  The fears of the need for materialistic items.  I am not saying we give this up completely, because we are humans living in this 3D duality.  What I am saying is, do we really need those new games for the Xbox or the new phone, when our old one works just fine, or new clothes when you have already 20 pairs of practically new jeans in the closet.  Do we need the pretty gems of rocks and jewelry (this one is hardest for me since I love stones and interesting pieces of jewelry.)  You get my meaning I hope.

Our fear of being accepted, it just doesnt matter.

So we need to step forward and express our truth!!  Not to give up on our dreams and to help heal Gaia/Mother Earth.  This is what I got from this weekends EWF gathering.  We all need to do our part, we can not rely on the govt to do this for us, WE THE HuMans of Earth!!!!

Please do not give up on her as many others have.  We do not have aliens or third parties coming to save us, they are here only to guide us.  So listen when the Universe is speaking in the wind, your dreams, books and patterns.  There is a reason.

Keep on keeping on.

~Jules

Update since last posted

Its been a long time since I posted anything

I am learning a lot.  A lot about me, others, etc.

Learning about the things I AM capable of doing if I really put the effort out there and use patience in the process.

I always go back to being grateful for all the teachers who have come within my path and will continue to do so. I bless every moment and give gratitude.

So to update on what new experiences have been coming about for me.

There are times when there are a lot of energies coming at me and I am not sure what these are.  Is something trying to get my attention?  A higher sensibility?  Incoming information?  Im trying to learn what it all means.  I wish I had some guidance on this and I do not.  So I accept it and meditate as often as possible and check to see if something new comes to me.

I still have yet to finish a book, but I am getting there.  :)  I was finally able to purchase it and read it in book form instead of on a PDF.  Such a HUGE difference, because I am able to take it with me and if the mood strikes me I can just open it up and read some of it at a time.  I am grateful as always.  Have almost completed Chapter 13.

There is still this spirit attached to me.  Finally I was told that he thought I was hurt and has been attached to me since I was 15 yrs of age.  He may have been in a house fire.  He was in a foster home and tried to save the other children that were in the house.  He was not able to make it out or didnt make it.  This happened while I was living in Staten Island, so I am going to look into some research to see if I can find any house fires that happens near or around this time.  I hope I can lead him to the light where he needs to go.

I have also found out there is a spirit here to help me guide those who need crossing over.  I am a beacon and I am here to help those who do not realize they are passed, to help them, if I should so wish to do so.  I accept, because I feel it is important.  So its important for me to sit down with this Spirit Guidance and see how to work this out.  I look forward to understanding this better and to move forward in my abilities.

There is yet ANOTHER guiding influence which comes to me as soon as I sit to meditate.  They call themselves the Council of 11.  A "communicator" as they call themselves speaks to me and its almost always the same message.  That I need to meditate deeper than I have ever meditated before.  I asked how and why always the same message?  The how of it was my breathing technique.  I need to breath in through my nose and out through my mouth.  Which I do not understand this concept, because I was taught in the the nose and out through the nose.  BUT I will try it and see what the difference is.  I find myself opening my mouth and trying this is my daily breathing to see if there is a difference.  As for the same message:  Because its very important and imperative.  There is something they need me for.  As always I use caution, but there doesnt seem to be any manipulative feelings or words spoken from them.

I keep thinking I am doing telepathy as well, but that could all be in my head too.  lol  But I will keep working on it.

I am still doing Touch Energy Hands on Healing, with the church Rays of Light/White Lily church.  I love every moment of it.  I realized one day, when I had a serious headache at healing class, that the person on the table was more important than my headache.  Sure the energies coming in made it hurt even more, but I persisted and the realization was that I am not important THEY were.  Yes I know to honor my body, but I was not going to be in dire straits.  I am grateful for this experience and realization.  Its been a YEAR since I was directed to these wonderful folks.  Thank you so much for helping me with this.  You know who you are.  :)

Sometimes on Tuesday during messaging service the Reverend allows me be a conduit for healing and almost every Sunday at Church service.  Very exciting indeed and I really enjoy being able to help these folks for the little time I am able to give to the healing process.  Its also interesting to feel the different energies with each individual.  Not like class at all.  Again grateful for this experience.

I am currently on the job search again, but in a different mode.  Looking for new paradigms and not the old ways.  What I am passionate about.  Which I am very set on doing.  I would love to open a place for touch healing, but I am thinking I need more of a back ground in other practices as well.  Almost certified in Touch Healing.

The idea is to complete my Bachelors perhaps starting in Spring or next Fall.  There is this amazing University I really, really want to attend called www.MUM.edu which is everything I have ever dreamed of in being taught.  Hands on learning, conscience based teaching methods, meditation, Vedic teachings, sustainability ... amazing!  In Iowa, and very expensive.  I will find a way to go there.  I have some time.  :)

Well, thats about all for now.

Love and light and always sending love to those near and far.  

~Jules

New and old

The best way to describe it is, I feel as though I am not really a part of the world I once knew.  Yet there is so much I have yet to learn.  I know this in my heart.

Everything has changed so suddenly, once again.

Once having been told was I ready to loose everything I once knew.  I understand this comment even more.

The old, no longer works for me and the new, at times confuses me.  Yet I look forward to every step and it feels natural at the same time.

I no longer hide who I am or what I am capable of doing.  I am more open about it with my family and friends.  They seem to be accepting of this and even they were not I am fine with this too.  I no longer need approval.  Its not important as it once was.  Moving into the new.  I smile when I think of the new ways.  Yet I look back at the journey of the old too, again smiling.

A new home.  New Job.  New ideas and thoughts to add to these locations.  To make new memories and cherish every moment, no matter the situation.

I breath calmness to those who are bickering, complaining and making snide remarks about others, or things and people they do not understand, at the new job and do my best to not get drawn into their world in that respect.  I listen, but stay detached.  I listen and send them love.

Yet, I come home and I snap.  Not even sure where it had come from or why.

I am going into a new routine and somewhere during the course of the day, while working I will need to find a moment during lunch to meditate and balance and recenter.  Keeping the light and vibes high.

Holding the light more and more than I once did.  More lessons and experiences.  I am very fine with this, because I am becoming what I had once forgotten.

I thank source for the experiences, all of them.  I am grateful.  It gets better and better every day, this beautiful journey known as life on earth and as a human.

Stay in love and light and joy.  Give thanks every moment of the day.

Love and light
~Jules