Here and Now

I get reminders told to me to stay in the Here and Now. Dont go too far into yesterdays or into tomorrows. Most of all move on from yesterday and stay right in the here and now. Yesterday a note on my wall fell to the floor. It said, "Stay in the HERE AND NOW"

Some days, more than once upon a time in my past, I stay there in that moment and I flow, flow, flow. I float upon the current in the seas, which keeps me from the undertow.

Again I stay in the here and now.

~Jules

Contest for the kitties

I posted this for the chance to win a $20.00 gift certificate to be able to provide food for my boyz. It was to be 200 words or less and Jax was the narrator. And the topic what was their goal for 2011. Send love for it will happen. :)

I added a picture and this is the picture shown above.

Enjoy!

"Well, Im the skinny old man on the left. My name is Jax and this young fat kid to my right that moved in 4 yrs ago, Slyder. Our care taker, the human, has left us in a home with 7 other cats and 3 dogs. Another female human is caring for us till our human moves us out. She comes to feed, water and give a ton of pets (petting and love) to us once a week. Don’t tell anyone, but I really enjoy sitting on her lap now. I have given in to being so grumpy, she brings me warmth with these old bones. Darn humans!”

“She promises us, she is doing the best she can to find us a new home with her. Times are hard. I have been with her for 14 years and I know she will. My goal is to live with my human caretaker again and for her to be able to provide better food for us. These old bones need a new home and her bed to sleep on again. And I know she loves us."

~Jules

Gathering 1 from 12_24_2010

So I got inspired.

I had been thinking about how important it is to have a community for those of us who are starting this awakening process. How its important for us to have people to relate to, correspond with, go to and learn from. A community to share our situations and what we have learned. We need support to be able to tell someone our guides are needing to speak with so and so, or when someone needs to take a moment, sit right down in the middle of the room to meditate out of the blue or give someone healing from source. It should be like this everyone and in any place!

Well, I started a group with folks from church, healing class and development class. We will be meeting once a month, outside of the church and class environment to get to know each other better and to learn from each other.

The first gathering was a great success, having 8 people there. It flowed very nicely as it was more of a meet and greet to get to know each other better. We performed some healing, played with rocks and did a small meditation at the end. None of this was planned it just fell into place. We had fun and laughs and learned from each other as well. This is how it should be.

Everyone who attended wants me to plan another one! I am delighted to hear this, since this is very important for this day and age.

Mind you I am the organizer, not just a friend, teacher or student. I am neither a leader, but an equal to these folks, but yet we all lead at one time or another. We respect each other and come with open minds. We are all teachers and students in all aspects of the life relations, which come to and fro within our lives.

I am looking forward to the next gathering and maybe we can have some fun and come up with a name for our group. I will keep you all posted on this and let you know how the next one goes. :)

~^~ Upon the wind ~^~

Go within, go within as I hear this whispered upon the wind ...

Live in love, stay in light, dont fight...

Stay within the flow and you will grow ... once again upon the wind ...

High in the sky, the bird do fly and on the wind their songs are sung.

I sing my song with the ebb and flow of always maintaining that stay in the flow ... which comes upon the whispers on the wind....

~Jules

Germain descendant?

I found this interesting. I read a few articles on St. Germain and 1 claims Germain was incarnated in the country of Hungary.

My family is from Hungary with the last name of Markus. St. Germain was said to be reincarnated as John Hunyadi as an adept. The Hunyadi's are my cousins who still to this day live in Hungary and some in the states. I also have a great uncle named John Hunyadi. Of course John is a common name.

Ive been doing some research, but I am only finding this one account of Germain being a Hunyadi. There was a King Hunyadi in Hungary in the 1400's. Other than that this is the only information I can find based on John Hunyadi.

In another incident he faked his own death and attended his own funeral and went to Transylvania, which is where a large chunk of my family is from. This is where Germain Ascended. He was known as Prince Rakoczy of Dresden.

You just never know. :)

Slender man

I wanted to share.

I was meditating down in my Aunts basement before heading to bed the night of Xmas eve. I couldn't sleep and was rather restless and my mind was going a million miles from some talks with my Aunt which disturbed me.

Anyhow, a vision had come to me. The vision was of a man who was tall and very slender. Shaved head, narrow face, pale and his ears seemed longer than normal.

I recall him wearing a teal colored suit. I thought it looked as though he was leaning against a car perhaps. He looked at me and I think he nodded his head towards me or he smiled and held up a hand as in a gesture of a wave, I can not recall anymore. But I thought it odd he appeared. He appeared to look human, except for his ears and his face being a little longer. He didn't emit bad, I didn't get that sensation from him.

I will have to meditate more on this and see if he appears again.

Proud ...

The past 2 months, Ive come to really examine myself and what I have come to realize is there are many people who have come into my life who I was trying to make proud of me. Proud of my work(job wise and in being taught), who I was, my achievements etc ... I only wanted them to be proud of me. It was important to me and I messed up.

So much so, I lost some friends who were dear to me and individuals who I admired and looked up to.

I believe this is how I lost many of my jobs, relationships and friends who have come into my life. Why you may inquire?

Well, I was trying too hard to impress upon them how well I could do things or what knowledge I did gain and in turn I messed up in the process. Instead of flowing and allowing my talents to show them selves I would push and push to take LARGE steps instead of tiny steps.

I was afraid to mess up. Or to give the wrong information and putting so much pressure on myself. Which failed completely! This is one reason I repeat what has been taught to me. I do not want to give out incorrect information.

With friends, I wanted them to be proud of me. To like me. Again, I should have been flowing with the waves and just being. Allowing the friendship to bud and bloom.

I still have yet to figure out where this is stemming from, but I think it started with my parents, or a teacher or perhaps my first job. I'm still figuring this part out.

I remember being told I was a part of something, but I was trying too hard. I didnt see it till it was too late.

I was just trying to make them all proud, I hope they know that. I hope you all know that.

I understand better today than I did 8 months ago. Half the battle is figuring out where it stems from and then changing it. At least I am aware of it now.

From here on out ... flow and only flow ...