Thursday, March 10, 2011

Distant sound, part 2

I was told some time ago, but I didn't realize what it was that I was getting into.

There is a spirit who calls himself the guardian.  He acts like a 5 yrs old child.  Questions of, "what are you doing?", "I love you", sings the songs I hum, yet he will say things repeatedly unless I would tell him to be quiet.

It had gotten to the point where I could no longer hear my own guides.  He would try to imitate where I "hear" their vibration.  For example:  ME: who is this I am speaking to?  HIM: Its me, your teacher guide guardian. (throwing the word guardian into another area with a different vibration).  He has even gone so far as to tell me lies, which would upset me.  BUT now that I know his game, it will not be happening anymore.  What really gave him away was he always asked what I was doing.  My guides already know what I am doing and I do not need to tell them.

My vibrations are up and they will remain up.  He knew he could get to me, but I have caught on.

Sometimes his intentions were good.  He would tell me to go meditate.  He would tell me not to buy junk food.  He would tell me not to buy crystals  lol  He would tell me to watch my speed while driving.  And sometimes he would crack me up, because yes he was funny, except when he said hurtful things.

So he couldn't lie completely.  He even got to the point where he would "throw" his voice.  But I have learned his game, now that I know he is not supposed to be here.

I can almost bet this is the same spirit I was dealing with back at Tamie's home that I was warned about by an old friend.  If I knew what I know now, I would not have had the experience, BUT everything happens for a reason.

So now the fire is not being fed and I asked my guides to push him to the back.  To protect me.  They were to be front and center, not this spirit who is meddling and manipulating.  I will not tolerate it any longer. I have tried the I send it love, now go method, many times, but its not working.  He has become more mute and I can not hear him as I once did.  And when I do, I change where I hear his vibration so I am not hearing him any longer.

My old friend, thank you for the information given back then, I really had no idea and now I understand, I cant JUST take bits of information and work with it.  Its too dangerous.  Live and learn.

~Jules

1 comment:

  1. Last night I decided to make up a Mantra and repeat it over and over in my head while meditating.

    Something like ... I am love, I am light, I am happy and joyful, I send love and happiness to all (repeat and change it up a bit here and there).

    Well, the guardian would tell me, NO, you are not happy.

    Ah ha! I have caught on once again to his grand scheme, which is no longer going to work. Now that I know what his lesson is, I can move past this.

    I started sending love and say I loved my dear friends and family and the world. Faintly he would tell me no you dont, you love me. I have so caught onto his game.

    I gave thanks to it for the lesson and of course I thanked Source for this lesson. I thank my guides for helping me.

    I do not need others confirmations. I do not need others to be proud of me. I do not need to feel that I am not loved by those in my present and others from my past. I know I am already loved and greatly so! I am loved! :)

    I am so grateful and blessed!

    BTW Im happy, living in love and joy ... I feel really awesome! :D

    ~Jules

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