Again, I wish I had someone to talk about this with, who has experience and knowledge so I told the Rev. and his wife what I was sensing and what I needed to learn in this process. Because I realize I need to trust the process and if the source wanted me to rely on one aspect, which I realize this is not the case, then the voices would be as loud as they once were a week ago.
I am certain with the new studies I have been looking into on my own, have something to do with this. Ive been working with Merkaba, some shielding, guide work and FEELING and SENSING. I have been so worried it would be incorrect information, I realize more so that I have to feel it within. I need to stop worrying if it is correct or not. Something I am coming more to terms with. To not be in control of the situation and stand in my power instead.
I guess it takes trial and error, when this is something as a noob everyone was telling me, but yet I didn't understand. I am grateful to those who did provide me with information and the lessons and pointers. I was listening, but I am sure I was not ready for the information being put forth. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I mean that.
I am blessed to have the time to do all this learning, very grateful. Thank you. And always thank you to the Source and my guides. Love love love!
~Jules
So to update about my "white noise", seems its still there. Some days it is stronger than others. "Voices" come through and I can understand bits and pieces, but not whole sentences.
ReplyDeleteI also realize I need to feel and not rely on the sounds all the time. Still learning and getting used to all of it. For healing purposes I need to be able to feel at times. At least this is the starting method for me at this moment.
For longer distance healing I think and send out perfect health. If I really concentrate on someone I can get a feel for what does need work and send healing to that area, via long distance.
Thank you for this, thank you, thank you, thank you source and all the teachers who entered into my life at one time or another. Grateful, very grateful.
~Jules