Again, I wish I had someone to talk about this with, who has experience and knowledge so I told the Rev. and his wife what I was sensing and what I needed to learn in this process. Because I realize I need to trust the process and if the source wanted me to rely on one aspect, which I realize this is not the case, then the voices would be as loud as they once were a week ago.
I am certain with the new studies I have been looking into on my own, have something to do with this. Ive been working with Merkaba, some shielding, guide work and FEELING and SENSING. I have been so worried it would be incorrect information, I realize more so that I have to feel it within. I need to stop worrying if it is correct or not. Something I am coming more to terms with. To not be in control of the situation and stand in my power instead.
I guess it takes trial and error, when this is something as a noob everyone was telling me, but yet I didn't understand. I am grateful to those who did provide me with information and the lessons and pointers. I was listening, but I am sure I was not ready for the information being put forth. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I mean that.
I am blessed to have the time to do all this learning, very grateful. Thank you. And always thank you to the Source and my guides. Love love love!
~Jules