Monday, February 7, 2011

Distant sound....

The white noise which was in my left ear is very distant. What I had begun to get used to is almost non existent. To the point I am almost not able to understand a single word any longer.

Again, I wish I had someone to talk about this with, who has experience and knowledge so I told the Rev. and his wife what I was sensing and what I needed to learn in this process. Because I realize I need to trust the process and if the source wanted me to rely on one aspect, which I realize this is not the case, then the voices would be as loud as they once were a week ago.

I am certain with the new studies I have been looking into on my own, have something to do with this. Ive been working with Merkaba, some shielding, guide work and FEELING and SENSING. I have been so worried it would be incorrect information, I realize more so that I have to feel it within. I need to stop worrying if it is correct or not. Something I am coming more to terms with. To not be in control of the situation and stand in my power instead.

I guess it takes trial and error, when this is something as a noob everyone was telling me, but yet I didn't understand. I am grateful to those who did provide me with information and the lessons and pointers. I was listening, but I am sure I was not ready for the information being put forth. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I mean that.

I am blessed to have the time to do all this learning, very grateful. Thank you. And always thank you to the Source and my guides. Love love love!

~Jules

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Coming into my own

I am realizing I need to come into my own. I am now realizing what this means.

I dont need others opinions or advice for something I need to find inside me. Its always been inside me. I just have to listen.

So from here on out, I am looking within and listening to my intuition as I used to do, so many years ago. Because even though I didnt know it at that time I was flowing.

I am grateful for this lesson and realization. Thank you source and thank you guys. I get it more and more every day. I'm forever grateful.

Always to eternity

Julie