Polarity

Perhaps these are messages sent to me while I rest and I need to share the information or being told to be prepared, I am not too sure as of yet.

My first dream or upon awakening from sleep, I was shown an image of what looked like a circle on a car dashboard. Inside the circle was a battery symbol and the positive and negative signs: + / - These were lit up in green. To me the color green represents go, ready, charged.

My second dream was of me observing a being with a big squarish magnetic type instrument in its hand. The being was helping me think it was someone I know in this life, perhaps to ease my worries. (I would prefer to see them as they really are.) I realized I am laying down on a table of sorts, because I can see my chest and legs. I am not sure if I was able to move or not, but apparently I was aware and they realized this. This magnet is on my right side, at my hip area, extracting something from me, which I see going up to this magnetic instrument. Something from me is floating lightly up to the instrument. The be-ings then say, "just in time". I am sure this is because I have become aware of what they were doing.

The next day I was exhausted. I felt heavy all day. My hips have ached since then, but with the help of some healing it has helped a bit.

Now what I realized in all this was a magnet has polarity, just as a battery would. Is the polarity within me or is this polarity shift which is taking place here with the Earth, so they say. The scientist and the people channeling this information?

For now, I will keep on doing what I need to do to raise the vibrations. Stay in light and love, and not be a slave to the world that once was.

Here and now.

~Jules

Gathering #2 - 1_22_2011

Gathering #2

We had our second gathering. It went very well and everyone was excited about the ideas I came up with, of course with the assistant of my guides and ideas from others. At least I feel the guides nudged me in that direction. :) I am happy everyone had a wonderful time and yes, they want more. :) Very exciting, since this is helping us all.

As everyone started to show for the gathering, we had coffee brewing, french toast being made, breakfast casserole in the oven and hot water boiling for tea. Everyone conversing and talking and getting better acquainted. A few new faces to add to the gathering which made it more exciting to get to know these individuals as well. It was a very comfortable setting and you could see the tension melting away from everyone as we settled to eat and converse.

Once we were finished eating, we got together in a circle and talked about some things with our experiences. Many different ideas and beliefs came about, which is normal and accepted. Everyone handled themselves very well with open minds of every ones beliefs.

With the assistance of practicing with my Spirit Guides, I recorded a meditation for the gathering. With the intent to connect with our Spirit Guides, along with breathing and relaxing during the meditation. After the meditation, I asked if anyone received messages, images, ideas, feelings and "felt" their guides come through. Some did, some are still feeling their way around what their guides "feel" like to them. For me, I feel them come over me, especially my guardian spirit. Who I know the best. There is another who is coming through lately in a different area, so I am learning who this one is as well. I play this game during some of my meditations to get familiar with them. Its very enjoyable and I am grateful to know they have always been here for me. Its amazing! :)

Then it was time to play a game. With our guides of course. :) Because once we are better acquainted with our guides, it helps with healing, being intuitive and being able to use it for mediumship. I picked 4 questions they should ask their guides. For example: What is the first color that comes to your mind and who in the room does it belong to. Some people had duplicates for the same person, which in my mind, this is confirmation. :)

This is a community to share what we are learning with meditation, guides, feelings, family matters. Its a community for us to know there is support for the gifts given to us by Source. Support is SO important.

I now understand more than ever what it means to be a TEAM and not just an Individual. And how we are all connected, we are ONE with the Source.

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And because I miss them so very much, I want to send a HUGE THANK YOU. There are some be-ings I wish I could share this with, because of my excitement about it. So many light workers, I wish I could pass your way. :) Because of these beings seeing something in me, I can only pass it on to other folks. IQXS, thank you.

Thank you for taking in this noob, who was clueless and teaching, putting up with, loving and caring for me. I know there were some ups and downs, but for me there were more ups than downs. Even though you are not around for me to converse with, know that you are very much in my heart and loved. I am forever to eternity grateful to you and always appreciated you. I still do. I miss your friendship and conversing with you. This noob still has a lot to learn. But always, always will I ever think of you first, those who saw the spark. Saw something I was not aware of, or maybe I just needed it to be woken in me. I will never forget you or stop loving you.

I am so blessed, in so many ways and with the many different individuals who have come into my life. Thank you.

~Julie / Caffeinatedtree / MZ C

The Invitation - by Oriah Mountain Dreamer

This is quite beautiful...

The Invitation

It doesn't matter to me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing.

It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive.

It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain.

I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it.

I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, and if you can dance with the wilderness and let the ecstacy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, be realistic, or to remember the limitations of being human.

It doesn't interest me if the story you're telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself, if you can hear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul.

I want to know if you can be faithful and therefore trustworthy.

I want to know if you can see beauty even when it is not pretty everyday, and if you can source your life from God's presence.

I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine, and still stand on the edge of a lake and shout to the silver of the moon, "Yes!"

It doesn't interest me to know where you live or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up after a night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone and do what needs to be done for the children.

It doesn't interest me who you are, how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back.

It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away.

I want to know if you can be alone with yourself, and if you truly
like the company you keep in the empty moments.

By Oriah Mountain Dreamer

(A Native American Elder)

Sleeping waves ~~

Ive been having odd dreams again. Yes I have written them down. I at times wonder if they are associated with the strong male vibration coming around me.

The other night I seriously felt like the bed was moving. I became aware that "waves" of vibrations were coming down all around me as I laid there. I became aware of the waves and watched them for a moment, but my eyes were closed. I must have been seeing them with my minds eye.

I then realized there was a man sitting beside me looking down at me. He was smiling a kind smile, almost like a teacher would when encouraging a student or when a student was aware of the situation. It was that .. see you did it, kind of look. I came right out of the situation, because he had startled me and then I realized the bed WAS moving or I was. I awoke immediately. I remember his kind eyes. Of a lovely blue-greenish color. Sandy brown hair, kind of wavy and not too short, just above the ears.

I hope to see this face again and understand it better.

Other dreams, not really making sense, but odd none the less.

I will keep asking for signs before I drift off to sleep.

And now sleep.......

Go home ./\.

"Go Home" he says, "Go Home." But I am home. "No, go home" I cant make out the rest of what he is saying to me. He is a strong presence and persistent. Isnt home where the heart is?

Why, oh why does his name have to be the same as an old friend, who let me go. I cried when I got confirmation on this. But he also gave an answer of his name in another form, which I am not sure which it is now.

Is it telepathic? hmph, cant be. So then my next thought is he is of the other realm. Of the spirits. But I am certain he is not a spirit guide. He doesnt feel menacing, because if he is he would suck me dry of my energy and surely he would tell me lies.

Go home. Maybe start back at the basics with some of my training? The book which I have put down, because my heart aches a little (yes I EFT and I forgive and say there has to be a reason why and I do not want to assume the reason why) when I look at it, but I know it needs to be read. Perhaps back to working on the heart chakrah? Keep accessing myself? Go home ... maybe within to my soul?

Im trying to find home. Where is home? Oh how I wish you were here to help me through this. I miss you. Please let me come home?

Control

Control.

When things get out of control, I want to be in control of the situation. I need to take charge. These are with things in MY life. Things and situations going on in my life. But this doesn't do me any good. In this moment in this time and place, in this incarnation, RIGHT NOW ... there is nothing I can do to speed up the situation which has got me feeling lost and well, not in control.

What is my need for wanting to control the situations, people, things in my life? Is it the fear that I will be without something from those things? I cant control people, I cant control situations. I cant change them or make them change.

Staying in the here and now will help, but I need to detach the ideas along with the situation that isn't working to my favor. It is not helping it in any way, what so ever.

My house mate, bless her. I started to cry because I am almost out of food and have no money. Instead of panicking like I had in the past, she reminded me, I have to accept the situation, because it can not be fixed today. I have to stay in the moment and move past this panic I am feeling inside. She let me cry, its a good cleansing. So long as truly let it go.

I am reminding myself to be thankful for the things I do have. The friends, my family. I am grateful to my house mate for being in the thought PROCESS I am with and in need of. I am grateful for the food in which I DO have left and will have to spread out this week. I am grateful to still have gas in my car in case of an interview. I am grateful to have a roof over my head, warm clothes, in a positive environment. I am blessed and very very grateful in and for so many things in my life.

Reminder for today. There is nothing I can do today, so move past it. Let it go. Stay in the moment and concentrate on other things I CAN do today. I can do this! I am able to over come this. Detach myself from the feeling of feeling helpless and flow. Just flow~~~~~

Paradigm

What brings me passion? Healing, helping, scheduling events.

What brings me joy? Healing, meditation, expressing how passionate I am about my new found path of the process.

How do I move out of the old paradigm and into the new? Move away from the past ideas and into new ideas, for a job I am passionate about.

What once worked, does not work any longer. (I recall reading this in a book recently .. hmmm)

Get a job any job, just doesn't seem to be working in that favor - The old paradigm.

Finding a job which brings me joy and I feel passionate about - New paradigm.

Love from here to an eternity...

The figure of a father, an uncle ... this is what you were to me. A wise soul, who saw a spark in me.

There are days and nights I long to converse with you and tell you how I am. What I learned today or what I have planned. I always longed to tell you, because you would understand.

I hope with all my heart and of and from my soul, that on the vibrations sent on the winds, you hear how much I still love you and always will. What I miss most from you is your friendship, love and good nights.

I move forward. Many, many days go by and I am fine, but there is always that missing link. I forgive during those times and forgive myself. Breaking the rear view mirror once again.

Stay well my old friend, who one day I long to meet, hug and you will know its me and I will know its you.

With Love from here to an eternity,

Me ... aka Julie/Caffeinatedtree

~~ Lead on! ~~

I feel a presence always surrounding me, comforting me. I talk with the presence and ask questions. Sometimes I hear it and sometimes I do not. There are times all I hear is a white noise in my left ear, yet there is a faint tin like, warbled voice in the background.

When the white noise seems to not exist, I worry they have gone away. I am learning more and more, fear is the enemy. They would never go away, they love me unconditionally. So I address the presence and I get reassurance. I send love, gratitude and appreciation once again. I am never alone and they have always been with me.

I know in time, in this lifetime, in this incarnation I will be more in tune with them. These are only the first steps.

Lead on kindly lights! :)

Here and Now

I get reminders told to me to stay in the Here and Now. Dont go too far into yesterdays or into tomorrows. Most of all move on from yesterday and stay right in the here and now. Yesterday a note on my wall fell to the floor. It said, "Stay in the HERE AND NOW"

Some days, more than once upon a time in my past, I stay there in that moment and I flow, flow, flow. I float upon the current in the seas, which keeps me from the undertow.

Again I stay in the here and now.

~Jules

Contest for the kitties

I posted this for the chance to win a $20.00 gift certificate to be able to provide food for my boyz. It was to be 200 words or less and Jax was the narrator. And the topic what was their goal for 2011. Send love for it will happen. :)

I added a picture and this is the picture shown above.

Enjoy!

"Well, Im the skinny old man on the left. My name is Jax and this young fat kid to my right that moved in 4 yrs ago, Slyder. Our care taker, the human, has left us in a home with 7 other cats and 3 dogs. Another female human is caring for us till our human moves us out. She comes to feed, water and give a ton of pets (petting and love) to us once a week. Don’t tell anyone, but I really enjoy sitting on her lap now. I have given in to being so grumpy, she brings me warmth with these old bones. Darn humans!”

“She promises us, she is doing the best she can to find us a new home with her. Times are hard. I have been with her for 14 years and I know she will. My goal is to live with my human caretaker again and for her to be able to provide better food for us. These old bones need a new home and her bed to sleep on again. And I know she loves us."

~Jules

Gathering 1 from 12_24_2010

So I got inspired.

I had been thinking about how important it is to have a community for those of us who are starting this awakening process. How its important for us to have people to relate to, correspond with, go to and learn from. A community to share our situations and what we have learned. We need support to be able to tell someone our guides are needing to speak with so and so, or when someone needs to take a moment, sit right down in the middle of the room to meditate out of the blue or give someone healing from source. It should be like this everyone and in any place!

Well, I started a group with folks from church, healing class and development class. We will be meeting once a month, outside of the church and class environment to get to know each other better and to learn from each other.

The first gathering was a great success, having 8 people there. It flowed very nicely as it was more of a meet and greet to get to know each other better. We performed some healing, played with rocks and did a small meditation at the end. None of this was planned it just fell into place. We had fun and laughs and learned from each other as well. This is how it should be.

Everyone who attended wants me to plan another one! I am delighted to hear this, since this is very important for this day and age.

Mind you I am the organizer, not just a friend, teacher or student. I am neither a leader, but an equal to these folks, but yet we all lead at one time or another. We respect each other and come with open minds. We are all teachers and students in all aspects of the life relations, which come to and fro within our lives.

I am looking forward to the next gathering and maybe we can have some fun and come up with a name for our group. I will keep you all posted on this and let you know how the next one goes. :)

~^~ Upon the wind ~^~

Go within, go within as I hear this whispered upon the wind ...

Live in love, stay in light, dont fight...

Stay within the flow and you will grow ... once again upon the wind ...

High in the sky, the bird do fly and on the wind their songs are sung.

I sing my song with the ebb and flow of always maintaining that stay in the flow ... which comes upon the whispers on the wind....

~Jules