A lot to say and I also wish for your guidance at times

Im sorry guys, but I miss you and wish I had someone to talk to about some things.  I could really use your guidance right about now.  Especially on the whole energies thing.  If I just knew you were around and I could ask questions, that would be awesome.  Know that I think of you all often and send love on all levels.  I will never forget you all for helping me when I was in a rough spot in this life and didnt know that your friendship and lessons would take me where it has now.  I love you and appreciate youz soooo much.  Thank you!  :)

Anyhow, a lot of bigger lessons are being learned as of late and I am doing my best to take one step at a time.  No reacting, staying detached and no expectations.

My mother, Deena passed away about a month ago and even though I understand what happens with the soul once it leaves the body, I cant help but miss her presence.  I can not even begin to know how my father feels right now.  All he did was take care of my mother and now he only has himself to care for.  He doesnt know what to do with himself, except go through her things and put them in boxes to give to someone else.  I miss her presence here on Earth and I wish I would have had more talks with her before she left here.  She will be missed.  The energies tell me her soul is "resting".  She went through a lot in this life time, I would say it is a well deserved rest.  :)  I love you mom!  <3 font="">

Presently I live with my boyfriend of almost 2 yrs come May 13th.  He is about to graduate with his Masters in Environmental Science.  If he gets a job here in Columbus, then we will consider living together another yr and see where it leads us.  If he does not get a job by the time our lease is up, then I am on my own.  I will take each day as it comes and see what happens.

Im at a stand still with learning anything metaphysical, except for reading books or anything on Facebook or an article here and there.  No teachers have come my way on the Metaphysical side of things, but they sure have been with life.  :)

I am working temporary in a job which I have a wonderful supervisor.  I am not watched over or micro managed and she is very flexible.  Its not the most interesting work, but no one bugs me and I can come and go as I want so long as I come in and get my work done.

If I had it my way, which I am sending this message out to the Universe; I would love to be able to help those who need healing.  Have my own office and my own hrs.  This is where I would like to go.  But I also get the feeling perhaps I need more classes in something, I am just not too sure what.  I will have to meditate on this and see what comes to me.

I have been trying to find small venues to perform healing at with my friend who also helps with the healing and we work together.  This will get us out there and our name out there more, and its a start somewhere.  :)

So, this is pretty much all which is going on with me that I can think of.


Till the next update ... peace, love, joy and happiness to all who may read this.  :)

~Julie

Psychic Fair January 26th, 2013

I will be doing my first Psychic Fair, Saturday January 26th from 1 to 5pm at the Columbus Insight Center.

I will focusing on performing healing and will also be available for readings.

This is my first function outside the church, Rays of Light Spiritual Church and also out of Ki Empowerment Center.  I am very excited to be of help to those who will need it.

I am adding a link to anyone who might be interested in attending.


http://columbusinsightcenter.org/page12/


Thanks!

Jules

Just

I just wanted to say how much I miss youz.  How much I loved to laugh with you all and how we could talk about coffee and food.

I just wanted to tell you there are times I wish we could talk.  How I miss your guidance, your friendship.

I just wanted to say how much I still love you all for being there for me in a "dark" time in my life.  How you all lifted me to a new experience.

I just wanted to say how much I valued your teachings.  I know it was not always easy to speak with me, because I was so confused and how it was all so new to me.  How I was dealing with so many human emotions I didnt know which way to turn.  (ppssst, I still do from time to time ;)  )

I just wanted you to know how grateful I am, for having you all enter my life.

I just wanted you to know how much I appreciated you, even with all that I was going through.

I know you are out there some where and I just wanted you to know all of this again.

BTW, I just want to let you know I love youz all!

BIG HUGS, smiles and love!

~  Always Jules

Tell a Different Story

Sit right down and I will tell you a story.

A story never told before.  In which I tell you a different story than what I was told long ago.

Sit right down and get comfy, for this here is that new story.

Im telling you a different story.  One that is with ease and glory.  One which flows and sows and grows and there is no worry.

A story which is full of gratitude and a new attitude.

There is no fear with this new story, for I released it to the One who is dear, near and everywhere.

So now I TRUST this process of this story.

Please pass on this story and may it help you to grow and tell your own different story.

*Was a reminder to change my thought process and I sat right down and REALLY just wrote this story.  :) *

~Jules

It starts with Gratitude

There is so much I have to be grateful for.  Today I was listening to something on YouTube, which made me realize the work still needing to be done which entails Understanding my emotions.  About accessing ones self.

I was taught this almost 2 years ago to date  And where ever you be, you are all always in my heart with much gratitude!  :D

I am grateful for the sun and the moon.

The sound of the rain as it hits on the roof and the clouds that produce a loud Kaboom!

Cold with the snow which falls upon my face and hot on a beach and especially the warmth of weather in between.

Coffee in the morning with cream and sugar.  Tea at night, with a good book.

Ice cream, cheesecake and best of all chocolate cake.

Fresh vegetables in from the garden and then the feast it provides.

The smell of the flowers on the winds at night.

The buzzing bees and bumbles bees on the trees and those big ones who scare off the other big bees, what a tease.

Grateful for the roof over my head, which protects me from the weather in all dispositions.

The clothes, my shoes, coats and boots, which keep me covered on my suit.

To squish my toes in the dirt and walk on the cool grass or that wet patch.

To dig my toes in sand on the lake or beach and feel Gaias skin.

My car which gets me to and fro and dollars for gas to make it go.

The phone i hold to keep in touch with those near and far, gives me joy when I hear from them all.

I suppose I could go on ... because everyday I give thanks for all the wonderful items I own, or am able to touch, feel, hear, smell, sense and the wonderful people who touch in on my life on a daily basis, in so many ways.

Oh what the heck!  I'm grateful for all!

Thank you Source for all things!  :)

~Jules

Thoughts and energies

I was told not to write about sad things.  So I will try my best not to in this post.

A friends cat friend passed today.  He was hit by a car.  I felt her sorrow, in the energy in her words.  Its as if I felt the energy of the cat within that sentence she posted about him as well.  He knew he was loved even for his rottenness. 

Energy carries a long way.  Faster than light I would say.  Perhaps thoughts are magnetic energies, which I have read some about.  The Earth has a magnetic field, so I would "think" that if we are thinking thoughts and feelings, others can indeed feel them.  I am guessing certain body types can feel these emotions/energies.  Those sensitive or also called empathic.  I know I do!

Another for ya!

I was sitting in the car on a long drive home with my boyfriend.  A song came on and then this saddness came over me ... but I did not understand why.  We had had a wonderful morning with his friends from his old College and we were enjoying each others company ... then I started to really listen to the words of the song.  It was about leaving to the west and missing their love.  My boyfriend will be leaving to go to China to do a project on how to help the water in China.  He leaves at the beginning of June.  

But the strangest thing happened while sitting in the car and hearing this and feeling this energy of emotion ... he reached out for my hand.  Something he rarely does.  Because inside this man is still dealing with issues he has never dealt with deep inside him.  I then became aware these were not my emotions but his I was feeling.  I was confused because I didnt know what they were ... but it was a deep sadness.  Which brought tears to my eyes.  I looked over at him and his eyes looked a little misty.  I asked him if he was OK.  He hesitated and said yeah... I let it go, because I knew this was his way of telling me he cared.

Later that eve, we spoke about it.  I came to find out it was his emotions I was feeling.  He admitted he still had some deep issues to deal with.  He expressed in his own words how scared he was to go to China.  How he was afraid this project would not work.  How he would be away from home, yet he was extremely excited and looking forward to his journey.  How he wishes he would be here when me and his family would be moving us into OUR apartment in August.

So, with all my talk of energies, I am starting to become more aware of what energies are NOT mine.  Why am I feeling a certain way?  Are these really mine or someone else's?

The plan is to sit in silence and just observe.  I am going back to some basics, but these are important ones.  Ones I pushed away about 1 1/2yrs ago.  It is what it is and now going forward I am doing this.

When I become more aware, I will update.

Peace, love and joy always!

~Jules

Single leaf and more

I was given a message the other night in class.  The woman who gave it was so overwhelmed with emotion she could hardly speak.  She was sobbing.  So over come with the message.  She said all she could feel was this great love for me when she was trying to speak her message.  She could not deliver the message to me this eve, but it was given to me the following day.

She felt in her heart this message was from Jesus.  It asked her to speak TRUTH.  Maybe it was from Jesus.  Perhaps it was much like a messenger giving the message from someone else, for her to receive that message?  Maybe.

Her message for me:  

She sees me standing in a prairie/desert plane with barren brush all around me.  I am standing in one place looking all around me.  I am wanting something and no matter where I look its not there.  I am full of hope and love and there is something more.

She says, I see a beautiful single leaf that is kind of opaque, because she see's the light shining through the back of it. ~~~~

She kept getting the words, "living waters"  She got the sense the message is not finished.

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I went and googled 'living waters".  What I found, can be confusing, but I am looking at many interpretations to decide for myself.  I have some thinking to do and have been doing so this past week.

I know that I need to stay in love and light and continue to be of service to others.  This is what I came here to do.

Also at this time I have picked up the book "The Key", by Whitley Strieber.  My mind is in complete upheaval so to speak.  I wish I could have been there while he was asking the questions, because if they were layed out in a little easier way I might understand some of the answers better.  Much of it I am getting those ah ha moments, some of it which has been conflicting with much of what I have been reading and learning.

Well till next time and next space channel!

Stay in love and joy always!

~Jules