Paradigm

What brings me passion? Healing, helping, scheduling events.

What brings me joy? Healing, meditation, expressing how passionate I am about my new found path of the process.

How do I move out of the old paradigm and into the new? Move away from the past ideas and into new ideas, for a job I am passionate about.

What once worked, does not work any longer. (I recall reading this in a book recently .. hmmm)

Get a job any job, just doesn't seem to be working in that favor - The old paradigm.

Finding a job which brings me joy and I feel passionate about - New paradigm.

Love from here to an eternity...

The figure of a father, an uncle ... this is what you were to me. A wise soul, who saw a spark in me.

There are days and nights I long to converse with you and tell you how I am. What I learned today or what I have planned. I always longed to tell you, because you would understand.

I hope with all my heart and of and from my soul, that on the vibrations sent on the winds, you hear how much I still love you and always will. What I miss most from you is your friendship, love and good nights.

I move forward. Many, many days go by and I am fine, but there is always that missing link. I forgive during those times and forgive myself. Breaking the rear view mirror once again.

Stay well my old friend, who one day I long to meet, hug and you will know its me and I will know its you.

With Love from here to an eternity,

Me ... aka Julie/Caffeinatedtree

~~ Lead on! ~~

I feel a presence always surrounding me, comforting me. I talk with the presence and ask questions. Sometimes I hear it and sometimes I do not. There are times all I hear is a white noise in my left ear, yet there is a faint tin like, warbled voice in the background.

When the white noise seems to not exist, I worry they have gone away. I am learning more and more, fear is the enemy. They would never go away, they love me unconditionally. So I address the presence and I get reassurance. I send love, gratitude and appreciation once again. I am never alone and they have always been with me.

I know in time, in this lifetime, in this incarnation I will be more in tune with them. These are only the first steps.

Lead on kindly lights! :)

Here and Now

I get reminders told to me to stay in the Here and Now. Dont go too far into yesterdays or into tomorrows. Most of all move on from yesterday and stay right in the here and now. Yesterday a note on my wall fell to the floor. It said, "Stay in the HERE AND NOW"

Some days, more than once upon a time in my past, I stay there in that moment and I flow, flow, flow. I float upon the current in the seas, which keeps me from the undertow.

Again I stay in the here and now.

~Jules

Contest for the kitties

I posted this for the chance to win a $20.00 gift certificate to be able to provide food for my boyz. It was to be 200 words or less and Jax was the narrator. And the topic what was their goal for 2011. Send love for it will happen. :)

I added a picture and this is the picture shown above.

Enjoy!

"Well, Im the skinny old man on the left. My name is Jax and this young fat kid to my right that moved in 4 yrs ago, Slyder. Our care taker, the human, has left us in a home with 7 other cats and 3 dogs. Another female human is caring for us till our human moves us out. She comes to feed, water and give a ton of pets (petting and love) to us once a week. Don’t tell anyone, but I really enjoy sitting on her lap now. I have given in to being so grumpy, she brings me warmth with these old bones. Darn humans!”

“She promises us, she is doing the best she can to find us a new home with her. Times are hard. I have been with her for 14 years and I know she will. My goal is to live with my human caretaker again and for her to be able to provide better food for us. These old bones need a new home and her bed to sleep on again. And I know she loves us."

~Jules

Gathering 1 from 12_24_2010

So I got inspired.

I had been thinking about how important it is to have a community for those of us who are starting this awakening process. How its important for us to have people to relate to, correspond with, go to and learn from. A community to share our situations and what we have learned. We need support to be able to tell someone our guides are needing to speak with so and so, or when someone needs to take a moment, sit right down in the middle of the room to meditate out of the blue or give someone healing from source. It should be like this everyone and in any place!

Well, I started a group with folks from church, healing class and development class. We will be meeting once a month, outside of the church and class environment to get to know each other better and to learn from each other.

The first gathering was a great success, having 8 people there. It flowed very nicely as it was more of a meet and greet to get to know each other better. We performed some healing, played with rocks and did a small meditation at the end. None of this was planned it just fell into place. We had fun and laughs and learned from each other as well. This is how it should be.

Everyone who attended wants me to plan another one! I am delighted to hear this, since this is very important for this day and age.

Mind you I am the organizer, not just a friend, teacher or student. I am neither a leader, but an equal to these folks, but yet we all lead at one time or another. We respect each other and come with open minds. We are all teachers and students in all aspects of the life relations, which come to and fro within our lives.

I am looking forward to the next gathering and maybe we can have some fun and come up with a name for our group. I will keep you all posted on this and let you know how the next one goes. :)

~^~ Upon the wind ~^~

Go within, go within as I hear this whispered upon the wind ...

Live in love, stay in light, dont fight...

Stay within the flow and you will grow ... once again upon the wind ...

High in the sky, the bird do fly and on the wind their songs are sung.

I sing my song with the ebb and flow of always maintaining that stay in the flow ... which comes upon the whispers on the wind....

~Jules