While meditating last night I decided to try meditating about a crop circle I found out about almost 3 years ago.  I got a message I needed to look at Venus.  Venus?  What does venus have to do with said crop circle?

I will see if I can not find some information about this and continue to work on said Crop circle meditation.

For whatever reason I have been putting this off for almost 3 yrs.  Odd.

Till next update.

Julie

A lot to say and I also wish for your guidance at times

Im sorry guys, but I miss you and wish I had someone to talk to about some things.  I could really use your guidance right about now.  Especially on the whole energies thing.  If I just knew you were around and I could ask questions, that would be awesome.  Know that I think of you all often and send love on all levels.  I will never forget you all for helping me when I was in a rough spot in this life and didnt know that your friendship and lessons would take me where it has now.  I love you and appreciate youz soooo much.  Thank you!  :)

Anyhow, a lot of bigger lessons are being learned as of late and I am doing my best to take one step at a time.  No reacting, staying detached and no expectations.

My mother, Deena passed away about a month ago and even though I understand what happens with the soul once it leaves the body, I cant help but miss her presence.  I can not even begin to know how my father feels right now.  All he did was take care of my mother and now he only has himself to care for.  He doesnt know what to do with himself, except go through her things and put them in boxes to give to someone else.  I miss her presence here on Earth and I wish I would have had more talks with her before she left here.  She will be missed.  The energies tell me her soul is "resting".  She went through a lot in this life time, I would say it is a well deserved rest.  :)  I love you mom!  <3 font="">

Presently I live with my boyfriend of almost 2 yrs come May 13th.  He is about to graduate with his Masters in Environmental Science.  If he gets a job here in Columbus, then we will consider living together another yr and see where it leads us.  If he does not get a job by the time our lease is up, then I am on my own.  I will take each day as it comes and see what happens.

Im at a stand still with learning anything metaphysical, except for reading books or anything on Facebook or an article here and there.  No teachers have come my way on the Metaphysical side of things, but they sure have been with life.  :)

I am working temporary in a job which I have a wonderful supervisor.  I am not watched over or micro managed and she is very flexible.  Its not the most interesting work, but no one bugs me and I can come and go as I want so long as I come in and get my work done.

If I had it my way, which I am sending this message out to the Universe; I would love to be able to help those who need healing.  Have my own office and my own hrs.  This is where I would like to go.  But I also get the feeling perhaps I need more classes in something, I am just not too sure what.  I will have to meditate on this and see what comes to me.

I have been trying to find small venues to perform healing at with my friend who also helps with the healing and we work together.  This will get us out there and our name out there more, and its a start somewhere.  :)

So, this is pretty much all which is going on with me that I can think of.


Till the next update ... peace, love, joy and happiness to all who may read this.  :)

~Julie